Akia200

"There is only one happiness in this life and that is to be loved" - George sand

Aurora has always been the 'unattractive, unattainable' girl throughout her whole life. No man has ever approached her with the intention of courting her, rather they approached her to learn more about her best friend. She was better known as a 'DUFF'. But now with her best friend dead and a baby depending on her, she finds herself trapped in a loveless marriage that will test and strengthen her character. Like most 21st century women, she views herself as a feminist. One who doesn't believe in love. She views love as a Capitalist movement created to control unsuspecting minds while breaking their bank accounts. But she finds herself falling in love with a man. Not just any man, her friends boyfriend who also happens to be her husband.

Deep In The Mud

It has been two days since the lunch date l had with Bless and Matthew and l have yet to speak to either of them. I am not angry with Bless or anything of the sort and l feel guilty that l haven't made any effort to call her and talk to her because she is going through a lot

Now that l have had time to cool down, l realise how childish l might have acted that day but my feelings are also valid. I had every right to be angry at him but l could have handles the situation differently

Less dramatics and more listening. He has tried to get in contact with me but l keep sending his calls straight to voicemail. I don't know if l can trust anything he has to say

It could be a really reasonable excuse. If l had been in the situation l might have done worse compared to what he did. But that doesn't mean his actions were any less hurtful

ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY TWO