When I met her...

I somehow escaped the club, blood was oozing out from my body, the pain... the pain I felt. I couldn't take it anymore. I stood in the corner of the bus stand taking support of the bench, I was heavily panting. I could smell something fresh and sweet it was really calming. lilac scented flowers or maybe roses, A girl approached me from behind, it wasn't cold, but the hairs in the surface of my skin stood still, I feel weak looking at her. Her hair smoothly brushed through her skin she stood there shyly moving her eyes side to side. she was like a timid little lost bird. She raised her neck and looked at me, her beauty pierced through my heart. I felt like she's the last person in the world and has been waiting for me. I could feel the fear when I was near her. I felt light-headed,I was about to fall and that's when she held me in her arms all my problems seemed to vanish, my interior walls were crying for help and I was externally bleeding. She said"you're hurt, let me dress you're wound". She calmly tatters a side of her shawl and wipes the blood oozing!

"D...did you..u get into a fight or something?"

I was being thundered by a few people.

"What did you do?"

Well not everyone gets hurt by committing something wrong right? don't you know that... you look like a person who believes that strongly!

"My scars may have answered your questions, but I guess it's my fault for what I've been suffering!"

It's never your fault when you think you don't deserve it! Maybe we just take the wrong path in our lives, just like I did right now!

"True... but not everyone is lucky to get out of their wrath,I really hope life brings you more happiness!"

She adjusts her shawl properly and covers her face and swiftly starts moving to the other side of the road. I grab her by her hands she looks furious and traumatized and swiftly slaps my hand and stares at my face. Her eyes are devastated and looks ferocious but she starts melting all her anger fades... she looks powerless! and it hurts to see her so sad, I made her feel bad, I made her feel hopeless and I absolutely hate myself right now! I hate what I did... I just wanna know who made her feel so powerless just by me pulling her hand!

"What is your problem?A...are you serious why would you grab someone's hand?"

I'm sorry, I'm absolutely sorry. I couldn't get up, I'm just really thankful for what you did and I apologize for my behavior. Can I drop you home, not being creepy but it's really late and it's turning dark!

"Safety! for me! I think you're the only person who'd talk to my face right now, I know everyone hates looking at my face! huh, I hate myself! I hate myself! I hate myself!!!

Does someone really hate themself? Girl... you're a powerful woman, I may not know you but I for one know you're strong... very strong! You do look like a person who have experienced a lot in life but you're still living right? And one day... this too shall pass! You'll have a great life and you'll be happy!

"Stop it, do you think your motivating talks would change my life, no! So Stop wasting your precious time in helping out my life! You looked wounded and I'm not a monster to let, hence I helped you that's it!

You're beautiful! just by listening to these words, here it is she starts melting again, teary eyed she stomps away from me. Every girl needs to feel appreciated, every girl deserves to be called beautiful, but I know she has never heard that... and never felt... beautiful!

I limp towards her and stand in front of her and look through her eyes peeping from that shawl which covers her beautiful face!

Will I see you again?

"I hope you don't, you don't wanna be near me, it's just that you feel bad for me.... effing sympathy!"

I'm grateful for what you did today! Thank-you... I await for our next meeting!

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