Toxic

This is the last

I'm washing away our memories

Since you already moved on so fast

Since before I can even decide that you weren't right for me

You were in someone else's lap

I tried to fix us so much

That I got trapped

My heart was so soft

That I brushed past your mask

I've been numb

Emotionally blocked

Couldn't write a word

This poem was even hard to start

But I am done

I'm tired of you controlling me

Even when we're done

I need back my control

You did what you did

Now it's time for me to let go

I know it would take a lot for me to love again

It would take a lot for me to grow

You've taken a huge part of me

So I started loving the cold

And even when I'm swimming

I'm sinking also

Your love was toxic

And it burned me to the core

But I can't allow you to poison my life anymore