Locked

I'm not shy

In fact, I'm very brave

But why would I open up

If you'll just end up leaving me anyways

I'm scared of letting go

Why should I be the one feeding your ego

Why should I let down my walls

Just for you to let me fall

So yes I'll always be reserved

I'm tired of letting every man explore every inch of my curve

Just to push me to the side

Because you decide that I wasn't the one you were looking for, that's why I'm so empty inside

 I'm scared of showing you who I really am

Cause I know in the end I'm not the girl you really want

I know I'm just that girl that will not let you pass by without fucking you

Because I know that's the only value I have,

I know I'll never be that 3-course meal on your menu

I'm scared that everyone will leave

So I shut off all my emotions while I internally bleed

So you can explore every inch of me

But it will take a lot more to see my walls fall to my knees