Need to be Needed

I'm breathing pain

Drowning in feelings

Like I've been hit by a train

I have no idea how I'm living

Trying to torture myself with this blade

Trying everything, anything to fade

Thought it would stop the squeeze of my heart

But my chest still hurt

I'm just tired of living

Tired of putting in all this work

No one understands how dead I am

How much I'm tired of my brain

It's killing me

When I have the same awful thoughts

Taking over my brain

Doesn't matter what you say to me

I'll always feel left out

Without a doubt

I'll always feel like I'll never be loved

That's my darkest secret

Yes I'm afraid of being lonely

I need to be needed

That's the end of this story