Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

  I've been watching Sue and J for three days now, and I think I might be wrong about J and Sue being together.  Other than a few little hugs here and there- they don't seem romantic at all, but then again- Sue isn't good at romance.  She's more into having fun- she and J play games very often and talk, but I don't know if I see any more of a connection.


  I was sitting at a table with Danielle, Daniel, and Anthony.  These three are in a polyamorous relationship- Daniel and Anthony are twins who are both dating Danielle.  


  They honestly are an adorable couple- they seem pretty happy, and they give me a lot of advice based on relationships.  "So, your saying Sue is pregnant?" Anthony tried to grasp the idea.  "There is no way- I call it now that it's not hers." Daniel refused to believe, "Yes, it seems so unlike her. Are you sure it's hers?" Danielle hoped for proof.


  I pulled out the test, package, and receipt.  "Welp, I think that's enough proof for me, but who could be her toy? We haven't seen anyone else around-" Anthony spoke with Daniel seeming in disbelief.


  Daniel was a bit hysterical- "It's fine, hun- I suppose I have noticed Sue and J a bit too friendly with holding hands and a few piggyback rides her and there. Maybe J-" Danielle was interrupted- "There's no way, though- Sue doesn't love J that way!" I panicked as she sighed.  "J and Sue were crushing on each other- they almost even dated but... then you came along. Maybe it is true-" Anthony explained as I sighed.


  I was walking around the corner. I noticed Sue and J down the hall.  


  Out of nowhere, J pinned Sue against the lockers- keeping her still.  Sue didn't do anything but giggle- I turned around and headed back the way I came.


  I can't believe it... I'm such a f*cking idiot!  I felt tears drop down my face as I hurried to a bathroom, cleaning my face as fast as possible.  "The thing is... Now, what do I do?"


  I arrived at a jewelry shop and pulled up in the ring section- a woman from the counter came over to me with interest.  "I see you are looking for a ring- any specific type?" I nodded to her- "I'd like an engagement ring."


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