Somethin_Sue

/Intro/

 I fell in love with her smile because it was odd- her words were sweet, but she looked strange. Her smile would unwind once she was alone, her eyes narrowed in tiredness, her legs looked weak, her arms almost dropping her books, and her stomach growling out of hunger, but- around others, she played the part of a hero with a smile. She saved many, helped others, defended herself, and took care of everyone, no matter what. She acted one way but was another- everyone saw her as a perfect doll, but I only saw a broken girl giving a smile for everyone because it brightened their days- her smile made them happy, and it made her happy too.

He wasn't like regular people; he didn't push me aside- he kept me close. He wanted to hear me, see the real me, and that scared me. He was able to tell the truth, see what others didn't, fight for what he wanted or knew what was right, no matter what I did- he always saw the happiness... why was he ok with being rejected? Why was he ok with pushing me over the finish line? Why was he ok with losing? Why was he ok with anything I said? Why was he ok with me yelling at him? Why was he ok with me? Why did he want me?

*First Glance*

{|Warning: This story contains tough topics of suicide, abuse, mental illnesses, self-harm, s*xual talk, misleading ideas of romance, lgbtq, alcohol, drugs/overdosing, rape, trauma, etc. If you have a tough time with these topics- please stray away from this book. Rated PG +13.|}

Extra Information: I did not create the graphic used for this story- my best friend made it, @dani_tales4u designed it. (Check her out on Wattpad because she is a really good writer!:) *Sorry I can't link her profile- It won't let me.*

First Glance

  I sat with Ad and Justin- today, certain grades are working with others.  Since J is still a freshman- he is working with me (sophomore) and Ad (Senior).  "Sophmore class- we have a new student! Welcome, Asia Marshal." I stared at a girl with beautiful long brown hair, brown eyes, and pale skin.  Her smile was bright, but she seemed mischievous too.  "No f*cking way-" I heard Justin mutter- staring at the girl.


  "Hi everyone, I just moved from New York." Asia said- "Very good, take an empty seat." the teacher told her as quickly- Asia came over to our table.  


  "Hey, dipsh*t." Asia said to Justin as he smiled- "Hey b*tch." He got up to hug her.  "I missed you too, *sshole." I felt weirdly confused, "And who are you?" I said to Asia as she stopped hugging Justin.


  "Justin and I are online friends- we met a few times in real life when he came to New York for a visit, and we play video games together really often," she explained as Justin nodded- rubbing his neck with a tiny blush on his cheeks.


  "I never went because of you." he tried to state as she laughed- "Yeah, right! What other things did you do in New York- THAT'S RIGHT! YOU WERE WITH ME." she grinned as he growled.


  "Rat." He said to her- "Back at ya!" They sat down and kept talking- It made me feel a bit annoyed... But why?


  "Are you alright?" Ad tapped my shoulder- I nodded and smiled at him.  I tried to pay attention to my work but continued to hear Justin and Asia joking... It frustrated me.


  At some point, my pencil cracked between my fingers.  My hand was bleeding because of the fragments of the pencil.  "ARE YOU OK!?" Asia grabbed my hand as I snatched it- "LET ME GO!" I yelled as she stepped back.  "Chill out, Sue. She was just trying to help." Justin protected her.


  "Why are you defending her- you are MY best friend!" I yelled as he breathed- "Do not yell at me, I have done nothing to you." he said calmly as I stormed off to the nurse with Ad.


  "What was that- you never get aggressive so quickly over something like that." Ad asked as I sighed- "I don't know- something about her makes me angry, and I don't know what." I sighed as the nurse began to extract the splinters from my hand, putting alcohol on it and bandaging it.


  The bell rings, and immediately, Ad kisses me and leaves.  I stay for a bit to think until I hear a knock, seeing Asia lean onto the doorway.  


  "Maybe we can talk?" she asks as I sigh- she comes in and sits with me.  "I don't know what's your problem- but I don't want to fight. Justin is a part of both of our lives; you don't have to like me but respect me for his sake." she says.  I didn't answer, but she didn't wait.  She got up "Bye." and left.  I held my head- feeling frustrated.


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