I felt tears spring to my eyes.
Before I could force them in I felt them rush out further. It dripped down my cheeks silently but the path it followed irritated and stung my skin. The sight before me was spectacular but it made my stomach churn. I felt a forbidding feeling lurking deep inside as I stared mutely ahead.
I never thought I would come to hate the only thing I truly adored in this house. The warm yellow wall that used to make me smile and give me a feeling hope now seemed to be the cause of doom. The words, quotes and the flower engravings on it no longer seemed to have meaning or beauty as I for the first time viewed it together as a whole.