Chapter 5: Tec’s Wrath

December, 2019, one month ago...

So I'm in French class, exceptionally good at it, but that's not the case, I usually have this class with Tec, I also have this class with Reynold, Reynold usually needs me to do a few French homework assignments and, in return, I get paid like $5-$10. Today, they was about to go at it, here's what happened, Tec didn't feel too comfortable with Gretchen following him around, one day, he confronts her about it, she gets an attitude and he just sits there and takes her venting, later on Reynold hears about this and confronts Tec, now there's a complication. Now I have to keep the two separate at all times, or else shit's gonna go down. Usually when I see Reynold when I'm with Tec, I take him a different way. I don't know, but I hear some girls are piping Reynold's head up, I hate when people do shit like that, fucking spreading rumors and tryna cause people to fight, I never succumb to rumors and shit talk, as long as they don't touch me. Tec is the same way, only thing is, he's more "from the trenches" than me, he tends to be hostile towards anyone that seems like they want smoke, we try to get him to chill out often. One time, they was about to fight, I was in the background hearing shit go down, that's when things escalated and I had to get involved, just when they was about to rumble, I grabbed Tec, Reynold's girlfriend grabbed him, crisis averted.

January, 2020, one month later...

Tec and Reynold are cool now, so we chilling now, until some new bullshit popped up. Apparently, the beef is between him and Josè this time, apparently, Josè's been talking crazy about Anne which lead to him tryna fuck up Tec and Anne, shit sounds unbelievable cause I know what's gonna go down. Things were said when they wasn't here, Josè came in the class to holla at Stepback, we were both live on instagram for god knows what reason, that's when he told him that they were in the live. That's what caught me, if you know two people are beefing, then why would you want them talking to each other? Especially since you are friends with both of them, he was there when I had to hold Tec back from Josè, had staff not grabbed Josè, shit would of hit the fan. If that wasn't weird, here's one more situation, I was with Stepback, Gerald, and Charles, we were on the first cheese bus, that's when they make up an excuse to go to the second cheesy, on our way, they steady talking about they wanna see a fight, I was headed in the right direction. As soon as I walk to the second cheesy, I see Tec, Anne, and Josè, I watch what's about to go down for a minute until it transitions into violence, that's when I grabbed Tec, and the staff grabbed Josè. Tec was put on the second cheesy and we got on the third, that time, Gerald said "Oh, you always breaking up the fight," "so," I said with no fucks given. "Bro, just let them fight!" "Y'all niggas always quick to see a fight." I said. The whole time, Gerald tried to get Josè to get on the cheesy, he's tryna start shit, I should sock the shit outta him. I don't care what any nut ass nigga says, cause at the end of the day, I'm the one who has his back, no body knows Tec like I know Tec, so you can't tell me not to breakup their fights. Tec is a brother to me, we look the same, so we fooled a few people, we also act the same, and we bond like brothers, so there's nothing you can do to separate us. I don't get why they'd want him to fight if they're cool with him, that's fake as hell, niggas are really quick to see niggas fight, it's sad honestly, even nowadays, your closest relation wants you to fight, and when we do, we turn into animals, this is that trench mentality, it makes us think it's bitch or be bitched, what's worse is the "PTSD" this is what people are scared of, this is what the government uses to make people scared of us, this fake life that people think they have to live in just to survive, they become institutionalized just like Kendrick told us, they start thinking that toughness is key to survival, the whole time, that's how they want you to act, so they can deem you a monster. The one thing niggas say that appeals to me is "I'm from the trenches", that not it because they forget essentials often, they forget their weapon, the mind, the mind is way more lethal than anything else, why buy a gun when you can learn to make one. Their armor, some people think their tough, they think they're about that life, don't get into something you're not built for, that causes injuries, or death, one day, they'll catch you lacking and you will regret your decision. Their gas mask, love this one, some niggas criticize me for not smoking, I'm not a bitch, I'm prepared, did soldiers ever breathe in mustard gas and think it's good for them, hell no, they were dying and the same goes for some of you, it messes with families, and it will mess with your head. If only people could see that.