Chapter 6: Them boys and girls

"Riding with them boys and girls and we're high, all we want to do is have a good time, young, wild, and reckless is how we live life... pray that we make it to 21, 1, 1, ohhhhh ohhh, ohhhhh we make it to 21, 1, 1, ohhhhh oh oh ohhh, oh oh ohhh🎶." This song will forever speak to me as a 17 year old man, I have my fair set of problems in the past, people who I left behind, fear that I had to overcome, and the insane amount of emotions I had to deal with. I went from being used, to being treated unfair by these girls out here to even being chased by niggas with dogs, that shit is supposed to get to you as a person, it's supposed to change you, fuck all that, that's what they're tryna do, they want you to fear them because that's what monsters do. No matter what, nothing will turn me into one of them, because the way I think, with knowledge, I can become your greatest ally, or your worst enemy, but that doesn't work without power, and power comes from money, that's when I will have to get a job. The business world isn't easy as Mr. Deacon said, you can't let emotions get in your way, he, my father, my great Grandmom, and my mother taught me to control them, they're just gonna bring you down, so nowadays, I don't care if you call me Uncle Urcle, a fucking nigger, or a loser, because guest whose making it up in life with wealth, security, and the pursuit of happiness. Sure, teenage years are fun and all, but my father told me "if you study now, you can party for the rest of your life," he's right, look at rich people, they live like gods. Many people prefer to stick to the past and present, I prefer to look at the present and the future, if you change today, you'll be better tomorrow, that's what solid relationships are reinforced with, this is what makes a devil into an angel, this is what makes you better.