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After a series of twist and turns I finally make it to the library. It is so beautiful. Everything about the place just seems so magical and enchanting.
I knock on the door, just like Maximus told me too, 3 times to be exact. Nothing happens.
I thought the old thing would just open, like a normal door. But that's so naive. When has anything in this world ever been classified as 'normal?' So as unexpected, something did happen. Which is the welcome rug that I currently stand on disappearing, leaving me to drop down a rabbit hole, if you could call it that.
It was a long and dark fall. I screamed the whole way down, I feel so ashamed. Where did my dignity go.
I stop falling when the ground pops up out of nowhere, just like most things in my life. It takes a while for me to stabilize myself, having to push down the sudden uprising of bile in my throat. Right now is not the time to suddenly get sick, we can do that later, at home.