Denial

After all of that I went through I thought I would be at ease. But I was so wrong about that. I'm getting ready to take my baby home John calls. Hello yeah I want a DNA test for her because I heard you was messing around with my cousin. Bitch get your fuck ass off my line with that stupid shit. But I will give your stupid ass just what you want in you will be on child support. I slammed my phone on the bed to tend to my child. As she wakes up I thought she was done using the bathroom but was I wrong I lifted her up to change the diaper she shitted all over my room. The dresser closet and my clothes I screamed my mama talking about it's good luck in started laughing just like her. I said this shit funny but she thought it was hilarious. I love my baby with all my heart in soul. My little angle was my world in much more.  I had to start back to school soon so I had to find a baby sitter soon. I went to sign up for school at this school called life skills. I ran into a lot of old friends of mines I haven't seen in years her name is Jazz Hayden this girl here is wild. She wasn't no ordinary girl she was a street smart hustler and also book smart worm. She knew how to rob a person sitting right there in they face in don't leave nothing behind.

But some how we managed to become best friends but I was totally different from her. We ain't have nothing in common with each other but we clicked like chains. What's up boo? Nothing just chilling heading home in get some rest. Ooh okay so when can we spend time together? I don't know I be with my child an trying to start back school. I be tired with her alone by it's self. Do you still live over there by mama still? Yeah I do. Can I get your number and you get mines so we can link up together later, okay that's fine I don't mind.  Ok cool I'll be calling you soon so just know I better see your ass. Okay Jazz with your crazy ass. I set out to head home I had a great ride home on the bus with my friend Little roach. Then a phone call comes in from my mother. Hello Hey Erica Hey mother what's up?  I have some bad news and some good news. Give me the bad news first your fathers out of jail. The look on my face could tell I was scared so then she said the good news is he can't come round you at all he have a leg monitor on. Okay so as I sit there with a look of disbelief on my face because they yet again let the devil out again.

I sat there with a blank look on my face. But the day has come where we had to do the DNA test for my child that I recently had. The days rolls By I get aggravated because he kept denying my child. Three months went by no help from him no nothing she didn't even know who he was. I raised my child myself with my mother in without his help. The day came were we got a letter in the mail it's the results. My mama open it are you ready Erica? Yes I'm ready mother. We both took deep breaths in she read it. John Jackson is 99.9% the baby's father. He is the father of my child. I already knew that even though he denied it the hold time. His mother came cross an apologize for calling me out my name for no reason. After she apologize they came into my child's life after she turned three going on four months. She was leaving taking her grandchild with her my bae called in told me he coming to get me in his child for the weekend. But I told him she was gone with her grandmother for the weekend. He went in on them. These mother fuckers denied her they ain't got no right to her. Bae calm down it's ok let them enjoy her so we can enjoy each other. I left to be with my boyfriend David John seen me leaving with him. He called my phone hey who that fuck boy you with? first off he not a fuck boy he takes care of your child when he's with me in without me. You can kill yourself because he will always be number one in her life. Well see I'll take your ass to court go head you aren't gone win.

Bae grab the phone look Fuck nigga don't call my child's mother no more stay the hell away for I do harm to you. My child's father hung up. Bae long as I got breath in my body that Fuck nigga will never lay a hand on you or mines. Promise you that. He wrapped his arms around me  continued to cuddle in watch movies. I love this man right here because he is all about me. I knew I had me a all in one man something these women wish they had. Then the unexpected happen to me that I never seen coming.