The Beginning Of A New Life

They finally had the evidence to keep him locked up. He had failed the lie detector test three times in a row. They hooked me up to one in I passed mines without any lies detected. As the day went on I felt a relief in a new beginning in my life was about to happen. As school ended I went home in my friend John came across the street. Did they get the sick mother fucker? yes they got him in locked him away. Yes thank you Jesus I prayed that he will suffer. You did what? I prayed for you in my prayer was answered. Just know Erica I will always have love for you no matter what. John leaned in an kissed me. What are you doing? I want you to myself in I been loving you but you is hard to get. Whatever John I am not hard to get I'm just not easy. John grab my hand in lead me to the bedroom where he laid me down in kiss me all over. I felt like he was the right one but I wasn't for sure. He went down in a place that made me feel like my soul was leaving. John took his time with me in told me he would make sure I'm good. We ended our night together as he held me in his arms an told me I'm safe.

The following day I went back to school where I knew I was safe. I had a great time when I went back to school. I had made friends with a lot of them but it's this one particular boy that I had my eyes on. But I knew he wasn't thinking about me. As the day came to a end John meet me at the bus stop. He walked me home so I knew I would be fine. I went in laid down to get some rest. I heard a knock on the door it was John. Erica what you doing? nothing just waking up. Can I come in? yeah come on in. John came in grabbing me around my waist. I knew what he wanted because that's what all men want in my opinion. He turn me round lift me up where I can feel his dick through his pants. He said bae you mines forever you here me? yeah yeah so he started nice in slowly. He crested me at first I jumped because of what happen. He said you ok you in safe hands with me. I asked him where's the condom? I don't need it I know how to pull out. He kissed me softly all over my body where it sent chills down my spine. I can tell he was ready. He lift me a little in started eating my pussy. I was already moist he made it messy wet. I closed my eye's as he entered my pussy with his nice seven in half that filled me good enough. I went to moaning as he gently stroke in and out. My pussy was gripping his dick to the point he started moaning. He looked at me like oh shit I'm about to cum in this. I pushed off are you trying to nut in me? No I am not even near nutting yet. He bend me over in fucked my world up.

I felt his dick throbbing like it's about to bust. My pussy grip his dick one last time before he snatched it out. He had done released the first time in me but didn't tell me. As he got up in showered in I got in with him . He grab my waist again in the shower wanting to play in the water. He cleaned up in so did I but that day I knew something wasn't right. John came out side the next day in came cross the street. Erica Erica what you want big head? I got something to tell you. What is it John? I nutted in you the first time I didn't know until we went that second round. What the fuck are you fucking serious? yes I'm serious in I am so sorry. I couldn't do nothing but walk into my house in watch tv. Because the damage is done now. As the progress I became very ill couldn't keep no food down no nothing. My mother was like lets go to the doctor because you been sick way to long to say you got a virus. We make it to the walk in at the doctor in tell her that I haven't been feeling good. She made me take a pee in the cup to run some testes. She comes back smiling you are pregnant. Wtf I could kill John right now he just put my whole life on whole. As I walk out to tell my mother I am pregnant while smiling.

She looked at me like you oh my god I am a grandmother. I need a drink in one last club hop before she enter this world. My mother left me in went out while I'm sitting thinking like how could he? Like you just put my life on whole to raise a child. I haven't even finish high school yet. The next day I called over to John house his mother picked up the phone. Hello Hey Mrs. Katrina this is Erica in I was calling John to tell him I'm pregnant with his baby. It got silent on the phone for a minute. Hello yeah I'm here I'm trying to figure out where in how? you hear the little man in the back saying she came over here when you was gone. In he went over there to her house too when her mama was gone. All I could do is laugh because I knew John ass was in trouble. Hold on we coming across right now. Mrs. Katrina was super hot when she came cross. John tell me that's not true in he isn't the father. He's lying because I can describe the inside of the room. Your bed sit on the wall next to the bathroom in the dresser sits by the closet. The bed had a brown cover in blue pillow cases. Ok she isn't lying cause she just describe my whole room. How much for in abortion? I don't know in I don't know how far along I'm yet.

Well let me know so I know what we need to do because you'll aren't grown enough for one. Man I felt bad for John she whooped his ass going across the street. The following day I went to a check up of my baby. I was over happy with excitement to hear the heart beat in see the body. Ms. Erica you are three months going on four months in a few days so what are your plans. I'm going to raise my child the best I know with the help of my mother. We leave the appointment I call John I'm three months going on four it's to late for abortion. In plus I fell in love with my baby no matter what she had me in my mother by her side. As the months went on she grew in I continued school no matter what my grades was A one.  Then the boy I wanted name David became my boyfriend he took on the roll as my unborn child father. He went shopping for her. He brought clothes shoes diapers everything I needed he got it for me. I can say my child was spoiled before she even came in the world. She didn't need for nothing or want for nothing because with him by my side I knew I had a keeper.

As the date came close to me giving birth to her. He came in rubbed my belly in talk to her. We was in school in I was graduating from the school. He continued being the best step father ever. He was by my side the whole way through my pregnancy. After I graduated the lady from smart start program came over in I was in pain but didn't know what labor was. I open the door for Mrs. Kelly. Hello Mrs. Kelly how are you today? I'm doing ok how about yourself? I'm in pain every two minutes. You are in labor where is your mother? She just getting off of work from her night job. Okay I'm going to stay until she comes. Soon my mother comes through the door. Your daughter is in active labor she needs to go to the hospital now. My mother went in took a bath in got dress in took me to the hospital. As we got to the hospital the pain got worse in it felt like a person was stabbing me in the private area. Riding to the hospital my mother ask me how far my contraction. All I could do is look at her like drive this dam car faster.

Who knew having a baby would hurt so much. As we arrive they logged me in put my iv in my arm. As the lady checked me she said you need to walk some so you can get her to turn around. Me an My brother Twan walked the hospital with me until we made it back to my bed. I touched the bed my water broke in that's when the pain really hit. My brother left me to go back home with our oldest brother June. He said he couldn't look at that it makes him sick to the stomach. As they moved me to my room I got my pain medicine in the back. I was relaxed after that until my child decide to take a shit inside me. She gave me hell My whole delivery in my oldest brother girl brought us some food. She stayed with us the entire time. As the time came to push I ran into some difficulties while in labor with her. Her heart rate started dropping fast so they had to hurry up in get her out. I pushed I became really ill while pushing. Next thing I knew I saw black in a sound. I heard my mother say she not breathing. They rushed the oxygen machine to my room where they hooked me up to. I came back in looked at the lady looking at me like are you ok. I know I responded but don't know exactly what I said. As I came back. I was able to push my baby out in she was ok. She wouldn't cry so they popped her butt no sound then they poked her no sound. He decide to stick his finger in her mouth in he got the biggest cry out of her. He said you got a strong one on your side.

After all of that you would think I would change my life for the better after giving birth to a beautiful baby girl. In giving another chance at life from almost dying on the table of the hands of the doctor. Well this is just the beginning of my troubles and doubts.