The Street Life

Hey Jazz what's going on with you. Ooh nothing just chilling I got to introduce you to the other team. Okay let's go meet this other team member. Me and Jazz walk three houses down from her mama house. We meet a girl by the name Nicole she's pretty quite don't talk much but is real down to earth type person. She never fight, she was easy to get alone with and she do some crazy stuff. What's up you'll nothing? we chilling what's up with you nothing bored in the house Ooh okay. Jazz what's the plan for the night. Shit just follow me I got something I want you'll to try. Wtf you want us to try Jazz? I got this weed from my homie and I want you and Erica to try it. We sat there she breaking the weed down while me in Nicole was talking. We really wasn't paying her no attention. We finish our conversation she said all done. Jazz lite the blunt I knew the smell of it wasn't normal. She said oh it's some new weed they got out. Me and Nicole both hit the blunt Jazz what you put in this blunt Ooh nothing but a little coke. Wtf how the Fuck you gone lace some shit in don't know if we could have an reaction to it.  She said it's okay I smoke this all the time I just wanted you'll to try it. We don't have the same systems as you dumb mother fucker. Well you'll will bounce back trust me I got you'll.  The night ended we was high on something we never thought we would do. The next day Jazz  called us up. What's up me an Nicole was on a money making mission. Jazz was like I got a lick if you'll down. Hell yeah says Nicole I'm down.

Okay meet me at my house at round 10:30 okay we got you. We left to meet up with Jazz mind you'll I never stole or hustle a day in my life and neither have Nicole. Okay so this the plan. I need both of you'll to entertain the home boys while I get the products from the main. Okay we can do that it's nothing if they want to Fuck your period on. Lol seriously yeah says Jazz. You down? yeah Erica you own me big time Jazz.  We went on this mission. We all came back with a nice big ass package. We split everything equal between the three of us. What's the next move? I'll let you'll know what we got from here on okay bet. We split up in went different ways that day until the next meet up. Before you knew it we was on a mission every day getting money or coke. One day me and Jazz sent Nicole on a mission to get some money in sale some pussy. We was just kidding with her but she did it. We always play fight with her to try to get her to fight back but she would not do it. One day Jazz was like yo you'll want to meet my girl? Yeah when we gone meet her. One day one day I'm going to bring her to the house. The next day we went to Jazz house we finally got to meet the soon to be wifey of Jazz. As me an Nicole walk in what's up Jazz nothing with the wifey. Okay so introduce us to your wifey. Bae yes hubby come here for a minute okay I'm coming hold on. She came out we bust out with a dammmmmmmmmmmm she got some big ass titties yo.  Jazz said bitch you gay I don't care what you say Erica your dam eyes got big looking at my wife. I'm not gay bitch mmmmm hmmm nigga you something.

Bol Fuck both of you'll Lol so what's her name Jazz I know she have one. Jazz finally stop laughing in said this my wife Lisa in I love her with all my heart. I lean in to hug her titties soft as hell. Hey Lisa how are you? I'm good just resting up from last night. Okay that's what's up. So you know me Jazz and Nicole hit the back porch after talking to Lisa. Hey you'll want to get high tonight. Hell yeah what we got. I go half in you match mines okay I can do that. That night we meet up at our favorite spot to get high away from her wife so she wouldn't know. The next day I was up heading to go finish getting my high school diploma. I ran into Jazz wife she had done had a child I was like she is beautiful she said thanks can you do me a favor in watch her for me while I go do some school work? Yeah go head you good I love kids she is a good baby. Me and my niece played until she went to sleep. She came out thanks for helping me I said no problem. You know this my niece now since you my bro girl right. Yeah I know Erica. I really like you I fucks with you heavy. Me an Lisa started hanging out together at school and out of school. We became close until she stopped coming to school. I meet up with her in ask her why she stop coming to school she said because I can't bring her up there. We went back to her apartment where I seen my homie there chilling. She went in the room in came out pissed off. Wtf wrong with you Lisa? This whore bleach my mother fucking clothes ol pussy as whore. I sat there looking like ol lord why not today I hate to beat a bitch ass about my home girl.  As we got ready to leave to go to her hubby house we ran into that hoe. She was scared as Fuck she ran on the bus that was taking off. I got you scary bitch.

We got on the bus to head to Jazz house she was hot I had to calm her down. We made it to Jazz house what's wrong bae? That hoe bleach my clothes I don't have nothing. Jazz was like who is the hoe? She told her. Me and Jazz hop in a car to go find the bitch. But she came out the door don't do nothing stupid just leave it alone. That's what we did for her. But never knew from that day of meeting her my life would change the way it did. She was the true meaning of independent hustler and getting what ever she wants. Hey what you doing Jazz? Nothing why what's up? I got a hook up with one of my friends. Ooh okay we can talk about this later okay yeah bet. I was walking I seen Lisa. Lisa I yelled way cross the way to get her attention. Who calling me so she looks in see me. I ran over to Lisa hey boo how are you? I'm good in your self? I'm good just getting myself together oh okay that's what's up. What you bout to do? Nothing but head out to the school real quick. Ooh okay I miss you I miss you too we must hook up later okay bet. I left to head to school in I turned back around because I forgot something. I went back cross the street where you going now I don't feel like going today I changed my mind. Oh okay so you want to hang out with me and bae sure I ain't doing nothing. We got on the bus to head to her bae house. We sat up in the house all day ate got high and sleep all day. That became a regular every day thing.

But this one day I had to go to school but I change my mind again I left in went with my boyfriend David he was like what you been up too? nothing but getting fucked up. He was like I miss you like crazy. I bet you do big head. You know I do I got a big dick too lol. What ever boy. He went to grabbing my waist tugging on me like he really miss me. As we head to his room he picked me up. He laid me down on his bed. He started kissing me all over my body. As I lift my dress he went to kissing my thighs he knows that my moist button.  As he kissing he eased his way to the pussy. I went to moaning while he was eating. He looked up in said bae I love you. I said it back but then I knew something wasn't right. As he starts to enter me my mind was in a whole different place. I was thinking about a female the whole time he's stroking me. When he nutted the condom busted I said ughhhhh why you did that. I'm sorry didn't mean to this is why I don't Fuck with men now. What you say? I said nothing I said nothing so I got mad in left. When I got home I went to lay down in the bed with my cousin cause I was living with my Auntie. Me and my little cousin was Play fighting and he jumped down in my stomach in I laugh. Later that night I went to sleep in felt a pain. Got up in went to the bathroom in heard something big drop in the toilet in look it looked like a baby. So I said it might be a big clot so I flushed it in went to laid back down thinking I'm fine. I had a very sharp pain hit me. Ouch I yelled it hurts it hurts it hurts. So I told my cousin to turn on the light we look the whole side of my  bed covered in blood. OMG my cousin got up in ran to her mama. My Auntie came in OMG call your mama so my mama called 911. As we get to the hospital to see exactly what's going on. the lady said pee for me. I can't I'm bleeding bad. The lady took some blood in said you where pregnant. So lay back in let me check. I laid back in she stuck this camera up my stuff to look. She said you was two months in what dropped in the toilet was your baby. You still have pieces of the baby in you but they have to come out them self's.

How is that possible she said you can go months maybe longer not knowing.  That really hurt me because my boy was gone down the toilet thinking it was a big clot. I cried the whole time I finishes passing the rest of his body of me. I can say that really hurted me. They gave me medicine to help with the pain and bleeding. The next few days I told my Auntie I'm fine to go to school.  I left in went to school. I seen my sis in law at school and some more of my friends at school. I started doing work I started feeling bad. I raised my hand can I go to the bathroom or some water something I feel dizzy.  As I went for the door my sis followed me all I know I seen black in fell. She grab me help help help somebody help my sister. The officer I remember her like a movie her name was Ms white. Hey baby hey baby can you hear me can you hear me stay with me. She puts some cold water on my forehead baby keep your eyes open till the ems get here. I went out again she kept yelling at the people around me move back I got her stay with me. My sister crying like you'll figure out what's wrong with my sister. Ms white ask are you pregnant no was you pregnant I node my head yeah before going out I hear her saying she losing to much blood she needs blood. She miss carried in she's bleeding out somebody tell them to hurry the hell up she not stable. She tired to keep me up until the fire department came. They started in Iv in her arm in got me stable. Baby why did you come to school knowing you wasn't better.

I was feeling better she said you might thought you was but you wasn't finish getting the body parts out of you. You bleed out to much. I tired to keep my eyes open I seen the ems with the bed. Who am I taking this young lady hurry up she's losing to much blood so my sister told me to call her after I'm home. I made it to the hospital in got treated and had a blood fusion. I made it home to get some rest. The next day I had got a visit from Jazz Nicole and Lisa how are you feeling sis I'm okay just recovering. I just don't know how to tell my boyfriend I lost his biological child. I cried in my sister grabbed me an said don't cry it wasn't your fault God might not want you to have no more kids right now. I sat there thinking about what she said. She said you have a baby girl that love you and she needs you to be her mother. I did just that I got to see my baby girl but never in my mind I thought I would lose what I really wanted. I laid there holding baby girl I cried my heart out saying baby girl I'm here to protect you. After a month of not feeling my best I went back to the school in withdraw out of the school in never finished high school. But I did meet a new friend name Ms white in I remember the words she told me keep my head up baby girl God will never steer you the wrong if it's ment to happen it will happen again. But never thought it would cause me so much depression in my life I could never get over losing a child I carried for two months close to three. It hurt so much to have to be alone. In this hurt but I can say I did meet a new friend who spoke wisdom upon my life. Until I gave my life to the streets fully. I never expected me to fall this far down in life. But falling hard to the streets many never knew what to expect coming from me. I really gave my life to these streets big time after this lost.