No Strings Attached

Me and Tonya in there plotting stuff and she don't even know it. Then Tonya told me she'll call me later in come in see me after she get rid of Jazz. Then later that night I got a call from Jazz. What's up Jazz? Nothing Erica would you sleep with Tonya? I paused in answered yes I would sleep with her. She ask about a threesome but I was thinking to myself like I will sleep with Tonya but not you. We hung up with each other. I get a call from an old friend until I fell asleep on the phone with them. The next day I get a visit from Tonya she came by in we talked all night long with each other. One day Jazz disappears for days so Tonya started doing her.

One day Tonya came by in got me, we went out and got wasted. We had a great time as usual but this one particular night we decided to gone had in test the water. We  went in In OMG I was in a position I couldn't get out of in she had me in tap out submission. The next day I got up in went home. I was like dam she got that awesome mouth piece. She really was a beast at what she do. One day I wanted her to meet my bestie Karen. And my bestie Karen looked at Tonya tongue in said dam you got a lizard tongue I bol really bestie? Hell yeah I see why she had you in the Jesus cross Lol. She got to meet her we became cool.

So that night she came over in we was at it again but this time my people came out talking about I might not can't see but I can hear I bol and so did Tonya.  I made her cum we finished up so she could go home in bath.  I get a call you know Jazz pregnant right? All I could do is bol because she kept on saying I'm gay I love pussy but in reality she was bi sexual and was getting the best of both worlds.  I go to Jazz mama house first thing she hit me with is are you pregnant Erica? I looked at her like how in when did this happen when I don't sleep with men. I said no ma'am I can't have no kids. It all came out I was like wow. The days went on Tonya and Jazz started having problems. One night Tonya in me had a heart to heart talk in we got close from that day.

When I tell you I really started feeling Tonya like we started having a good time. We would spend the night together and hang out every day. One day Jazz called her mama in told her to come get me in head to the hospital she having my nephew. We rushed to the hospital to be by her side so we made it in we had the kids. So of course we was waiting but baby boy wasn't waiting. He came out before the doctor could come. We welcome little man early the next morning. We left to get cleaned up in we came back in spent the whole day with her. Me an Jazz had dinner together her last day in the hospital in we talked.  I was in shock but then I wasn't because I already knew.

As the months went on she called her mama in told her mama not to throw the baby bed out. Tonya having a baby she gone need the bed. Of course we knew it was her that was pregnant but she lost it because she was moving to fast. Little man was ten months in we found out she pregnant again with nephew number 2 I was so excited but Tonya was to happy at first. Tonya in Jazz mama started falling out about the baby because she named the baby after Tonya. An Jazz mother wasn't please so she started talking crazy thing towards Jazz. I didn't say nothing so then I told Jazz you messing up frfr.  Jazz said I can handle mama I know she will be alright.

Time went on Tonya had grown attached to baby boy but Jazz mama wasn't having it.  Tonya got upset because Jazz mama was acting like a straight up butt.  Tonya back off in let her have it because it's not hers but she loved him like her. Time went on Jazz mama kept the baby away from Tonya her crew.  Tonya an Jazz started going they separate ways after some time. Jazz had done took something from Tonya in her crew. I get a phone call from my home boy Tony. Yo did you know Tonya tried to hit Jazz with the truck in ran into the gate that was half down but Jazz jumped on the truck. Dam are you for real hell yeah I'm for real.  I called Tonya in ask did you just try in kill Jazz? No I didn't do that mmhmm. What's going on yo I heard from everybody over there saying you tired to run her over with your truck but you missed.

I didn't do nothing Erica I'm innocent mmmhmmm I got to see your face to see if you lying. So she came round her in we talked for some hours about what happen in I was like wow Jazz wilding. Tonya left I get a call saying man this crazy heifer tried to kill me man. Who is this? Its Jazz she tried to hit me with her truck so I was like I already know everybody told me. That's what you get for putting your hands on her stuff so you cause that on your own.  The next day I get a call saying we going out tonight okay let's go. We did but from that night I never thought I would think sleeping with your so called friend girl would bring a world of troubles.

Jazz what's up for? Nothing just chilling with my girl and having family time.  I bol really you having family time after you called me in told  me that she tried to kill you. Lol yeah I'm trying to get back on her good side so I can still come crash at her crib. I started laughing in she was like dam you killing your self laughing of course nigga cause you crazy as hell I wouldn't even be round a nigga that tried to kill me. Me an Jazz talk I got a understanding on what happen but she left out a lot of details that I already knew.

Tonya and Jazz had a falling out about something that really hit Tonya nervous she hurt Jazz feelings quick.  I get a call later on that day I told you. Huh what you mean you told me? I told you I was gone tell her what me and you did without her.  My mouth Drop I was like why you told that crazy heifer that. Tonya was like yeah I told her because I got tired of her crap.  I was like I slept with your friend Erica.  I was like girl we about to go to war cause she ain't wrapped tight. Then  I get a call Ooh you sleeping with my girl behind my back you flaw as hell. I bol I said baby she ain't the first I slept with you didn't know nothing about I slept with you first two females you talk too.

Jazz said wow you flaw ass hell yo. I said I know because you was flaw for sleeping with my friend guy that night at the crib that day. We even you feel me. Jazz started getting violent talking about shooting up my house with my child in it. I laughed in told Jazz I'll have you killed off this earth. She broke in this man house stole his guns and money. In came in threaten my life for real. I had got a restraining order on her at the house she stayed in. An so they served her the papers.  I waited on her to come shoot I had done called my cousin he is a gang Banger and he got the whole group loaded up in the car. They went to the trailer park to find her they said she in bond.  I told my cousin to back off if she's not there. They did but they went to bond to find her ass but couldn't find her.

So then I had some others call me up to put a hit out on her head. Then I get a call from Tonya what the hell you got going on with her don't have nothing to do with me and my family. We didn't threaten your life she did so leave us out of it and don't put none of us in it. I told Tonya it ain't about you'll it's her I want so Tonya was like well let me throw that bitch out then shoot her don't put my family in danger. I told her I respect that so me and Tonya had a falling out about that shit with Jazz. Then I get a call from her cousin saying they got Jay out the bed at Tonya house. I bol I said that's what that bitch get. Then I get a call from Tony saying they got her. He told me she snitch on the nigga in the house across from them too.  I was like dam she snitching now like really yo.

While she lock up we hear she had done conceived another baby before she went in. That right there drew  the line for Tonya she was like Ooh hell no you putting my life in danger and not only that I'm not dealing with more kids.  I looked at her mama she said I know she was.  I was like wow I know my child and I know how she is. Soon as I was walked in the room with her cousin ma called me in the room to talk to me.  I'm nervous like what I did now. She was like tell me what happen between you and my daughter.  I'm like how can I tell her I slept with Tonya behind Jazz back. I told her how it happen in when I'd happen. She was like I want you and Jazz to talk in let this mess go you'll been friends for years and she just some trick you'll just met. I been knew her before Jazz knew her in I been liking her before Jazz told a lie on me about what I said about her. Jazz mama said I don't care if she sucked you'll dry you'll are friends pussy come from anywhere.

We finished up our conversation she told me to write her in let her know what she said.  I never wrote I didn't care if we was or wasn't friends again because at the end of the day we both did some flaw stuff. We ended our friendship over but I never knew she was holding a secret in until I talk to cousin in she told me. Hey Erica Jazz loves you what you mean? I don't like her or care for her after this stunt she pulled. No Erica she love you love you huh I'm still puzzled she is in love with you that's why she spazzed out on you for sleeping with her girls. Erica Jazz been in love with you for years. So why didn't she tell me because she didn't want to mess up you'll friendship. So of course I wrote her in ask her some questions. And I got my letter back with the answers and she was telling the truth about it all this time.

To find out somebody you been friends with you been in love with you but couldn't fine the courage to tell you.  I smiled from ear to ear but I couldn't see myself with her because I done slept with people she slept with except the niggas no thank you. I had time to think I decided to forgive her not just for myself but to move forward in life. So I wrote her on the book and we communicated in said our do's to each other made up but we will never be close ever again. Jazz leaves to start over in life in get her life together for her self in I give her my blessing for the best and she knows I love her. Then  as life goes on I came upon some of the realest people I ever know.

What's up Erica? Nothing what's good with you cousin nothing chilling. You ready for church of course I stay ready for church. I made it to church one morning with my cousin I meet his cousin off his daddy side. Her name Violet she is the most ratchet sweetest person you could ever meet. Me in her click instead because we was two of a kind. We speak our mind and don't bite our tongue for nobody. We started hanging in talking on the phone and we became good friends after that. One day we went out both of us is straight wilding one day we shooting pool. she can't play at all. The day me my cousin in my brother Jr was stuck outside her house because we ran out of gas so we needed her to drive us to the store. She knew she was tired but still drove anyways. This heifer drove on the wrong side of the road. All the way to the gas station we in the car hollering because she all on the wrong side of the road with cars coming head on with us. Then she gone curse the people out. She was in the wrong the whole time. So as we pull in the station we prayed so hard to make it back without getting hit.

She finally woke all the way up in drove us back safe. I said never again she tried to kill us. You know as time went on me and Violet became like sisters can't nobody I mean nobody break our bond. One day I ran into my brother lil Fred. He was out at the school not knowing him and Violet knew each other from long time ago. Him and her did some catching up. We all had a good time clowning and catching up. Then I get a call from Maya. Who is those people you with why are you worried you single do you. That's how you talk to me yeah that's how I talk to you and bye get off my line.  I hung up in turned around she was in my face I laughed yo get out my face. So that's how we doing now yeah that's how we doing it.

I walked away in continue my conversation with my brother and sis. She got mad in text me a long nasty message I bol and smiled at her. My brother was like we have a problem? nope we good just ignore that silly rabbit. Then I text Tonya what you doing? She was like nothing mind you'll me and Tonya fell out. Why I want to talk to you like face to face tonight when you get off. She was like okay I will so we did. I got in the truck in we talked it's times I wanted to lean in an kiss her but I was like nawl. Me In Tonya finish talking I got a call from the bestie aka Karen a course one of my realest friends. We talk I told her I got feeling for Tonya. She was like go for it I was like nawl we had this discussion if she would of never dated my friend she would of dated me.  I was like dam I wish I could of pushed her ass out cause I really do like Tonya.

One day I wrote Tonya how I felt about her she was like I felt the same way about you but I'm not ready to settle right now so I was like that's fine. The months go by me and Tonya done got close and I loved every minute we spent together. But then it's turned into years together as friends I came to the point we are good as friends. In until this day Tonya gone always have my heart. We became close we did a lot together it's never a dull moment with her night caps. Man she I tell you everything was great. I never thought we would be as close as we where. Like she knows more about me then anybody she understands me more then anybody does. I guess I feel good when I'm around her.  I called my bestie in said bestie I'm about to change my ways for the better not knowing inviting people in your circle would cause drama.