Being Fake Has A Price

Man sis tell me why this hoe had some nigga in her face. Bro who you talking about?  Man that hoe I go with Jamie. I woke all the way up out my sleep for this tea. Wtf happen bro? What the nigga said to her? What did she do? Man this hoe ain't do nothing but smile in his face. Noooooooooo bro you lying bro. No sis I seen that shit with my own eyes. I listen to him cry the whole night and he cursed her ass out like a dog.  I listen to him go off on her I'm dying laughing cause she a sneaky hoe.  I'm laying there I get a call from bro. What's up bro? What's going on?  I left her ass I'm at my grandma house now. Oh okay bro stay there till you calm down bro. OK sis if it wasn't for you telling me to calm down then I would of hit that bitch. I'm glad you didn't hit her. Bet sis I love you Lil sis keep your head up I'll always be here for you. In my head I'm saying that's a lie he telling but didn't say nothing. What you doing sis? Nothing drawing as usual. So bro you went back to her didn't you? Yeah sis my mama told me to go back to her. Lil Fred you weak as fuck nigga. Your mama tell you to kill yourself you going to do it? Asking you a question Lil Fred. Nope man my mama got the upper hand over me, she said she going to take me off her living will if I leave her. She going to stop helping me an doing stuff for me. Mind you'll his mother is a molester, she had fucked her kids and had her kids fuck each other. I was like wtf fuck her bro she messed your life up since you was a child. He was like I know sis I know. Sis I have to stop talking to you and block you. Ok fine don't never speak to me again after this blocked.

The day after all that went down I went in found out he was messing with little kids when he was younger. I was mad surprised but I know the two that told me about it wasn't lying. They raised him after they took him from his nasty ass mama. I never thought Lil Fred was like that until they told me. I get a phone call from my doctor saying I needed to come in. I go in to find out I had to go get a procedure done. I call up Karen in told her what was up. Karen take Lil Fred and Jamie out your wedding. Why should I? Erica, because he don't need to be in your wedding or round kids. Speak to me Erica what's going on? I said what I said so it's other me or them in your wedding. OK they out I would never choose them over you says Karen even doe I know it was a lie. The day's get closer we excited we ready to be in the wedding. Something in my spirit saying something not right.

I call Karen up. Hey Karen I have a question. Yeah what is it Erica. Is they still in the wedding? Yeah they are because I couldn't find nobody to replace them. Oh okay well guess what take my daughter out your wedding and take me out your wedding. That's how it's going to be? Hell yeah because you fuck with the enemy in I don't talk to people who fuck with the enemy. You going to stop being my best friend over this? I didn't say that I'm just not going to be in your wedding.  I hung up the phone in never spoke to Karen after that argument. Her big day came in we saw her pictures an stuff from the wedding. My home girl Nila was roasting them kids and the other stuff.  I told Nila to stop it, because that was not nice.  I told Nila look I thank God for him waking me up from being blind-sided by people that wasn't real with me. Erica you know that was a sign from the Lord upstairs. Yeah, I know Sis. He stopped you from messing up somebody wedding. I know because I would have shot that bitch if I seen her. Nyla! I'm glad you didn't go. I sat in thought to myself, Nila is right the Lord stop me from doing something stupid that could of cost me my freedom.

The day ended I was thinking to myself was it worth it? How did I let the devil come in mess up my joy? In as I laid there, I was thinking like wow everybody not your friends or your brother or sis people play fake all year round. But how could I let this hinder me nope. I would never know but he really showed me who my real friends are in my ride through this storm that's coming.