Chapter 3

Theia's POV

I awoke in the pack hospital, I don't understand why I am here, when they know I heal damn near 20 times fast than a normal werewolf, even though I've never shifted yet. I unhook myself from the machine and pull on my jeans and hoodie both covered in blood. I sigh and think to myself 'This was my favorite hoodie.' I walk out the room and past the nurse's station no one bothers to look at me or stop me, just like I'm a ghost.

I pull the hood up over my head and keep my head down. I jog to my house, as soon as I see the steps I bolt inside and lock the door. I immediately go to my room and connect my phone and start playing some music. The first song to come on is Monsters, by Katie Sky. I start singing along and end up curled up at the foot of the bed on the floor crying.

'Why doesn't anyone want or love me? What have I done so wrong to be treated the way I have these last 7 years? Why don't I have a wolf at least that would be something?' I think to myself as waves of tears and shudders rock my body. I sit there for a lost amount time, once I calm down, I remove my blood-soaked clothes, turn the music up louder to block out my own thoughts, and crawl in the shower.

Once I finish showering, I look over myself and notice what looks like a white tattoo on my olive toned skin it starts on my left wrist and goes all the way to my shoulder, as I turn to look, I saw it flowed down my back to my right-side rib cage where it crept along to the front and ended just on the underside of my right breast. I stared stunned, not because it appeared out of nowhere, but because it was beautiful. The detail was amazing paw prints of a wolf traveled from the top of my wrist flowing in and out to this Tribal-Celtic design that ended at a wolf howling.

I put on, IDFC, by Blackbear and start to make my dinner. I must have been out all day since this morning, I was starving. I made some chops, with rice and asparagus. I threw a ham and potato soup together too, and butter some bread. I ate 4 chops and two bowls of soup before I was full. I got up to clean up after finished and started to sing along to the song playing. Singing was the only thing beautiful about me in my opinion besides this new white tattoo, I smiled at it.

''I am unwritten can't read my mind I'm undefined, I'm just beginning the pens in my hand, ending unplanned. Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window, let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find. Reaching for something in the distance so close you can almost taste it, release your inhibitions. Feel the rain on your skin, no one else can feel it for you, only you can let it in. '' I sang along with Natasha Bedingfield and danced around the kitchen as I cleaned it.

I know my taste in music is odd being as it jumps from odd to new so much but I couldn't help but love the songs that seem to speak to my soul. Full and tired, I grabbed my phone and headed up to my room. I knew I didn't miss anything from school being as it was the last day before summer break. I prayed again as I laid down in bed that this full moon would be the one, I shifted and got my wolf. As well as my mate, who would take me away from here and love me, for me.

I closed my eyes and drifted off, at first it was all black, but than in the distance I could see a person standing. I called out "Hello??" The background started to change and a beautiful breath-taking forest and lake appeared. The person turned and looked at me with a smile on her face.

"Hello, Theia, I have been waiting for you for quite a while. I'm so glad your finally here, she was beginning to worry." the lady said pointing to a giant white wolf who seem to shimmer with all the colors of the rainbow. I gasped, her fur matched my hair, I felt giddied inside. She was my wolf! MINE, she was finally coming to me, I almost couldn't control myself.

"Who are you?" I asked turning back to the lady. God she was gorgeous, long sliver hair, light amber eyes, tall and slender figure.

"Me, I'm the one answering your prayer my little pup. I'm giving you the power to handle the upcoming challenge you will face." She answered back. "If you manage to survive the change your wolf will inform you of the rest, Theia I wish you the best."

And with that she disappeared and it was just me and my wolf. I stared into her sliver eyes, when she suddenly started running towards me. She hit me with an amazing impact that I thought would kill me. 'Great my own wolf is going to kill me' was my last thought before everything went bright white and hot. I woke sweating, heart pounding, and shaking. The sun had risen and was shining in the window onto the bed.

"What a weird dream, if only it was real and I did have a wolf." I said out loud.

'Oh, but it was true'

I screamed, jumped and looked around. Who the hell was that? I felt like someone was annoyed and then I heard a sigh. I grabbed my head, there's someone in my head?!

'Yeah, you idiot it's me your wolf, gosh I at least thought you would be smarter than how you are currently acting.' the said curtly 'My name is Opal, and we have a lot to talk about Theia, and if you can make it through the next full moon, I will explain it all.'

And just like that her presence was gone. I sat in the bed my mouth hanging open....it wasn't a dream. I really had a wolf, which meant I now had a scent, and a scent meant a mate. I was going to have a mate. A FREAKING MATE. But then it dawned on me. Opal said "IF" not when I make it through the next full moon. Does that mean I could die?????

WAIT AM I GOING TO DIE!!! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK!