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**Y/N's POV**

White.

That is what i saw when i felt my heart stop beating.

Truth to be told, i got scared. I got scared 'cause if i die, i'll leave my family and everything.

I'm scared to leave all of them. David, Uncle, Auntie, Alexa, The boys, Taehyung, My men and My country.

But if this is the end of my story, i can't do anything anymore.

If this is my fate that God plan for me, then so be it.

Pretty sure my family and these doctors panicked when the life line monitor started to alarmed a flat tone.

I can't feel my body anymore. I can't feel any pain and emotions.

Then suddenly, someone call my name.

I looked around the place where i am right now.

It was all golden. There's nothing i can see.

Full of golden and sparkling.

"Y/N dear." Someone called again.

The voice owner is a male and it was familiar. A bit deep but i can feel the sweetness and the warmth that the voice have.

Looking down of my body, i'm still wearing the same clothes i wear for the war, but i have no wounds.

I look up to continue finding where the voice from.

Taking three steps forward, then i saw a man's figure.

He's wearing all white. I came closer and closer to have a clear look of his face.

Then there's the man i missed the most. The man i love since the day i wasn't still born.

The man i want to be with forever. The man i want here beside me again.

His warmth, his love, his embrace, his smile, his laugh, his jokes, his care and everything.

Everything about him that i missed the most.

Y/N: "Dad...." I murmured.

I can't find any words to say right now.

He's infront of me. Wearing his sweet smile.

Wasting no time and just listen to what my mind and heart says, i run towards him and feel his embrace again.

I hug him so tight that i don't want to let go anymore as he hug me back too.

It's been so many years....

Dad: "Y/n my daughter."

He pulled away to only see me crying. He cupped my cheeks and wiped my tears.

Y/N: "i miss you so much." I cried but he only smile.

Dad: "i miss you so so so much!"

Y/N: "it's been so many years."

Dad: "yes that's right but i've been watching you and David."

"I'm watching you both from here. It's just that you two can't see me."

Y/N: "my family. Our family." I remembered as more tears stream down again.

"I-i left them. David, i left him."

"Im g-gonna be with y-you now?"

He smiled to me sadly. He take both of my hands and squeeze them.

Dad: "you can't leave them yet, my dear."

Y/N: "then why i am here? I-i'm dead right?"

Dad: "no."

"It's not your time yet. You still have many things to do down there. You're not yet satisfied with your life Y/n."

"God is not yet done with you."

"This is just a little time for us and to make it clear for you while your life line is still straight in real life."

It made sense now.

Y/N: "t-that means, this is just the time for us to see each other again?" Then he nodded.

Dad: "yes. You need to comeback."

"For David my son. For our family. For the 7 boys you love."

"Especially for the man you love with all your heart. Kim Taehyung."

"I remembered the day you visited my grave with them."

"I remembered how he introduced himself to me. How he promised me that he will take care of you, treat you like i treat you, treat you how he treat his mother, treat you like a lady and that he will protect and love you."

"I will never forget what he said. Never."

"And i have my answer for the question he asked me that day."

"Yes. I'm okay for him to marry you and be the man of your life, my lovely daughter."

"I'll give him my permission to take your hands, love you and make you happy." He smiled as i can't also help but to smile too.

Y/N: "thank you so much for that Dad. I unexpectedly got your permission now."

Dad: "I Love You So Much Y/n."

"I Love David So Much."

"Please always remember that. I maybe gone but i'm always watching you two from up here." He said, more like farewell.

Y/N: "we know that Dad. We both love you so so much and we will always will."

"We miss you a lot. I really hope that we all can be together again. But soon, when the time comes." I smiled.

He pulled me to hug again. We both feel each other's embrace for the first time in so many years again and for the last.

He kissed my forehead and started to fade away.

My eyes got teary again, watching him disappearing while smiling at me.

As soon as he faded, it all turns black.

I cameback to life.

But i can't open my eyes nor move my body.

I heard the life line monitor beeping normal again.

**Taehyung's POV**

Her life line remain straight even though they finally took out the bullet.

The flat tone of the monitor were destroying my ear drums.

I hate it! I hate the sound of it!

Especially that the cause of that sound was my love's heart beat.

We all got panicked and scared at the same time.

We can't lose her.

I can't lose her!

We're not yet together but she'll gonna die already? I didn't make her feel all my love for her but she'll gonna die already?

No!!

She can't leave me. She can't. No way.

My tears can't stop from falling as my hyungs tried to comfort me.

Auntie, Uncle, Alexa and David were crying and some of the boys too.

The doctors still tried their best to save her if ever there's still a chance.

They immediately treat the wound and stitch it.

Still not removing my eyes from Y/n's pale face, i noticed how her tears streams down her cheeks yet her life line remains straight.

That makes me more cry. She doesn't want to leave us yet.

One of the doctor grab the defibrillator or electric shock.

He rub it together and pressed it to Y/n's chest as her body got shocked.

Her life line remains. The doctor did it again, then.....

BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!

All of us here in the waiting room froze when the flat tone turned to normal sound again.

S-she came back to life.....

She cameback!

Taehyung: "Y/n...." I cried more in relief that she cameback.