Chapter 45

Drew

"This is my room'' Madison announced as we entered

I was impressed with her house. Its quite big.

I didn't expect less anyway, she looked rich. Bo wonder Bella is nice to her

Who knows, she might even be an elite too?

I dropped my bag on the bed and stretched out my sore muscles. The drive from school to her house was kind of far. My legs had cramps from sitting in the car for that long.

"Uhm" I started "what do you want to study first? History? Math? I suck at math though"

She didn't respond, instead She looked at me lustfully biting her lower lip. She pushed me lightly on the bed and got on top of me.

"Wh-what are you doing?" I stuttered

"What does it look like?"

Her tone was low and seductive. Fuck, I'm in big trouble

"I don't know what it looks like"

Way to go Parker. That was such a smart thing to say; you stupid idiot

I didn't know what to do. My hands laid stiffly by my sides

"I like you" she whispered staring me straight in the eyes

I diverted my gaze somewhere else trying not to look at her

"You do?"

"Isn't it obvious?"

"I didn't notice"

"I'm telling you now"

She adjusted herself, her core was directly on my dick... She started grinding on it slowly. I gulped

"Isn't it too early? I mean, we just met a few days ago"

"It doesn't matter"

"Yes it does"

"I know what I want when I see it. I wanted you the first day I met you"

"That was four days ago"

"We connected. We share the same interests. Its never too soon"

"Well.... "

"Wait... Do you not find me attractive?"

She looked sad. The last thing I want to do is hurt someone's feelings especially a girl's

"I do. You're very beautiful"

"Then why don't you want me?"

"Its not like that. I think its too soon to go into a relationship or something "

"We don't have to date now. We could get to know each other better"

I nodded

"Fair enough"

"I badly want to kiss you right now"

"Who? Me?"

"Is there any other hot guy in this room?"

"I-i-i"

"I've been thinking about how your lips would taste on mine''

She bent down to kiss me but I tilted my head to the side

"Hold up... Are you a virgin?" She had a shocked expression on her face

"What? Why would you ask that?"

"You've been shaking ever since I got on top of you"

"No, I haven't "

I have been actually. I don't know what to do in the position I'm in

"Have you ever been with a girl before?"

"Of course I have"

I wasn't ready to admit the fact that I'm a 'V'. I'm probably as red as a tomato right now

"Oh my gosh, you're blushing" she giggled

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in

"Its okay if you're a virgin. There's nothing to be ashamed of"

I sighed

"I know but everyone my age has done it except me and its embarrassing"

"No its not"

"Yes it is"

"I find it very sexy for a hot guy like you to be clueless about a woman's body"

"I'm not completely clueless"

"I can see that" she teased

"Bottom line is, I came here to study. I'm not interested in anything else"

"I am"

She smiled mischievously. This girl is testing my fucking patience

"Madison move"

"How about a little foreplay"

She unbuttoned her cropped shirt and threw it on the floor exposing her black laced bra

"Foreplay?"

"Yeah, let me give you head or something. I wanna please you"

Before I could reply she unbuckled my belt. In no time, my briefs were down and my dick sprung out. I moaned as her tongue made contact with the tip. It felt so warm in her mouth. I lifted my hips up thrusting deeper into her throat.

I got more turned on at the sight of her tits hanging out. She bobbed her head up and down as she sucked.

"Fuck Madison"

She increased her pace while using a free hand to massage my balls. I could already feel my pre-cum. I stretched my hands out to caress her boobs. Her nipples were so fucking hard and erect. I felt like fucking her right here, right now. I moaned. She's so good at this

Suddenly, Bella's face flashed my memory. What have I done?

Tomorrow's her birthday and here I am with another girl

What's gotten into me?. I pushed Madison off me

"What's wrong? "She looked puzzled

She had saliva dripping from the sides of her lips. I felt disgusted with myself

"This isn't right"

I got up and dressed myself. I have to get out of here before I do something stupid

I already did but.. At least before I do something worse

"You can't just leave"

"I already am"

"Did I do something?"

I hate seeing this look on her face. I get it, she's hot and all. She's probably never been turned down by a guy before so this is all new to her but what I did was wrong

I plan to get my girlfriend back tomorrow and I'm here basically planning to fuck another chick

"No, its not you its me"

Before she could say another word I had already left

Bella

My brother and I sat in the living room. The TV was on but we weren't watching it. Our eyes were just glued to it but our minds weren't here. The time was 6:03pm and my mum still wasn't home since she went out last night.

I was scared to go upstairs because I'd be tempted to check on Steve. I'm afraid that he's doing badly.

A familiar car horn beeped from outside the gates

"That's probablyh mom" Gerald said

"Yeah"

My heart rate became faster as my mom staggered into the house. She reeked of alcohol and smoke.

"Don't move" Gerald commanded "pretend like you didn't see her "

"Okay" I murmured

Losing her balance on her too high heels, she fell but we didn't help her.

She screamed in pain. To be honest, I couldn't care less. I didn't feel sorry for her one bit

"Help me you fools" she screamed

We didn't mind her. We continued pretending to watch TV

"I gave birth to bastards as children. Curse the day you both were born"

Tears threatened to spill from my eyes, I controlled them. I can't let myself cry for her

Gerald held my hand to calm me down. He noticed the pain I felt

I released the breath I was holding when she went upstairs.

"That was intense" Gerald said

"Tell me about it"

"You alright sis?"

"Yeah"

"You don't seem like it"

I sighed

"Why does something tell me my birthday is gonna be miserable tomorrow "

Gerald patted me on the back

"You'll be fine'' he assured

"I hope so"

This is the worst pre-birthday I've ever had. Its so boring this year

On other occasions, my gifts would come in weeks before the main day. I have a feeling something tragic is going to happen tomorrow

My mind was far gone till I saw the door open slowly. My heart beat increased

Who could it be? Is it Drew? Did he come back for me?

I waited in anticipation till I saw..... Leslie

"Hey" she smiled closing the door behind her

I hissed and threw a throw pillow at her. She laughed

I didn't find anything funny at all. In fact, I'm still mad at her

"Hey Gerald" she greeted

"Hi Leslie, what's up?"

"I'm good, you? "

"Been alright"

He got up and packed his things.

"I'll leave you girls alone" he exited the room leaving us alone

''Hey" she sat down beside me

I ignored her and continued watching TV. She took the remote and put it off

"Hey!" I exclaimed

"Do I have your attention now?"

I scrolled through Instagram on my phone

"I'm sorry"

"For?"

"What I said in the afternoon at school"

"Mm hmm"

I still didn't look at her. I continued making use of my phone

"I honestly didn't mean it that way"

"I see"

"Please listen to me"

"Fine"

I dropped my phone then focused on what she was saying

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like you're a slut or anything. I was just worried about you"

I didn't know how to respond to this. Her words hurt me a lot

I know she meant no harm anyway. I also debated against telling her about josh, I don't want her to judge me

"Forgive me please" she pleaded

I rolled my eyes playfully

"I can never stay mad at you "

She stretched out her hands for a hug which I returned. She squeezed me tight

"I'm so glad we're good again" she said

"Yeah me too"

"I'm going home I just wanted to make sure you forgave me"

"How sweet of you"

"I'll see you tomorrow"

"Better get my gift ready''

"Bet"

I let go of her

"Bye babe"

"Bye"

We got up and went our separate ways, I went upstairs while she went out through the door

I scrolled through my chats as I laid on my bed hoping the one I love would send me a text

To my dismay, he didn't. I dropped my phone on the bedside table

Maybe if I sleep I could shake off this bad feeling I felt inside. It never went away