28.colors of trust

Adleys pov.

I see samuel holding my hand confessing to me.

Not gonna lie,he was genuine with his feelings.

So I didn't wanted to hurt him. Starting from the beginning he did nothing wrong,neither with me nor ethan.

He just wanted to get close to me only to get pushed by me....

And I guess Something's can't change.

I hold his hand as I stand up

"Listen! Samuel! I wanted to talk about this .....and thats why I am here....see you are a really sweet person! And deserve to be loved.and someday , someone is gonna look at you like your the best thing in this entire world.....but I can't be her!..I'm SORRY!" I say looking down feeling bad for rejecting him. But I knew it was for the best.

I've learnt to get my priorities .

His hold on my hand loosens,as he looks at me with trembling hands.

".....is it because of Ethan?" He asks

A smile creeps up my face at his mention,trust me ethan is the best thing happened in my life.

Maybe I smile a bit more with Samuel,but no one can make me feel like ethan does.

His sole existance feels like a blessing for me.

"You know they say  'dont show someone your good side just to make them stay, show them your worst side and see who stays ' I know ethan is not at his best now but I want to be with him through his worst to see his best." I say smiling at him.

" I-i is this your final decision?..." He asks almost crying

I feel bad for rejecting him like this,but I know I can't lie to myself,the charisma ethan has is something I can never experience.

"I'm sorry! But I love him, it's for our best!..." I say patting his shoulder

He looks at me,"I won't force you,as I promised!...i got selected for the classic dance courses I applied in LA I wanted to tell you my feelings before I left although I knew you had a thing for Ethan but I had a hope somewhere that you might say yes...but I guess we are not destined together....but can I just hug you one last time?..."

I smile as I hug him and wish him goodluck for his future.

I turn around to leave when

"Why can't you just be mine?how bad am I compared to him?"he asks with glitter eyes.sniffling a sob



"You don't own people in love! You just own hearts....and mine is already owned"

"Take care! I need to go to my man" I say as I run out of the club.

-

I run towards his aunt's house and ring the doorbell,

His aunt opens the door with a irritated and sleepy face,I know it's weird coz its like almost 12 at night .

She looks at me surprised."adley?what are you doing here at this hour?" She asks rubbing her eyes

"Ok it may sound crazy but can I see Ethan now?" I ask with a pleading face.

"Umm yeah he is upstairs,but can I know what's hap-"

"Thankyou so much!I'll explain you after this...sorry"

I say dodging her as I move upstairs.

She looks at me scratching her forehead mumbling"kids these days" and gets back to her room

I stop in front of ethans room,my heart beating in my rib cage as I try to be courageous and knock on it

KNOCK!.....

KNOCK!.....

KNOCK KNOCK.!!!...

i shrink my eyes thinking,I just open the door and to peek in and I see

Pitch darkness and empty room.

I enter the room , looking for any signs of him...when I hear and music string and a sob.

Coming from the big balcony of his room

I slowly walk near to the sliding glass door.

There he is sitting all alone playing his guitar, singing and sobbing all by himself.

I just stand behind him listening to his melodious voice.



I never knew he sang this well,his voice is just like honey ,dripping sweetness.

Although His voice has turned a bit sour and rough due all the crying I can feel the pain through it.

He stops his song, sobbing a bit more when I make my way towards him and sit beside him as he crys.

He looks at me his expression turns more hard,as he asks

"what are you doing here?"

"I said I'll be the shoulder you could cry on , didn't I? Here I am" I say turning to him.

He looks at me without blinking as if not believing that I am actually here.

He rubs his tears away from back of his plam when I take hold of his hand as I say.

"I thought you threw away the bracelet! Where did it came from?" I ask pointing at the bracelet on his hand.i knew he came to search for it but I was just teasing him

He turns away from me with with a gloomy face not responding.

"You sing really well-" but this time he cuts me off

"I know the truth!" He says Making me confused

"What a-"

"I heard you and Samuels talking today at the club" and this where I go blank...

"You did this all to show pity towards me?" He asks as another tear drops from his eyes.

"Out of all the people why did this had to be you!...it makes me feel like an outcast ! Y- you know I really thought we had something but- it all- it wa-"

"NO!!, nothing was a lie, everything was true"  I shout chocking o abit on my voice

"Please Adley! Don't give me hopes anymore when you know yo-"he says

"I love you!" He stops saying whatever he was saying and turns to me wide eyed.

"No! You don't mea-"

I get up from beside him and sit straddling him ,face to face.

I take his face in mine as I look staright at him in the eyes .

"You really think I'm lying?..it was not for pity!!you idiot! Maybe I was at first but not after knowing you...trust me" I say rubbing his tears away.

"But why?? Even after Samuels confession?even after knowing I am some stuck up introvert, agressive ass wh-" He asks,I put my hand in front of him.

"You know Ethan there might be millions of reason to give up ,but ive found one strong one to hold on to...love!" I say connecting our foreheads.

He hugs me tightly as he sobs in my arms holding me tight.

"Why does this is so good for me to handle?....you know I was so scared to see you in someone else's arms!,I thought I failed again,I thought you were gonna say yes to him."

"No! Baby! No! I'd never say yes to him when I have a angek like you by my side,You deserve all the good things the World has" I say kissing his forehead.

He looks in my eyes.....as he says"i trust you! But,pls Don't hide things from me never!"

"I won't! I'm sorry for everything that's been happening today!"I say

He laughs.

"Oops!! I forgot something!" I scramble around to look at my phone as I see the time showing 11.55 pm."great!" I smile

He tries to peek at my phone,but I put it back inside

"Wh-" I cut him off by smashing my lips on his.i grab him into a gentle kiss,he looks at me with doe eyes but gets along...

"Happy birthday! My dear idiot!" I say as I break the kiss.

He grins wide,as he pulls me back into the kiss as it gets agressive.

-

You know life is strange,things comes to you when you are not prepared for it but gives you the memories to make out of it!,it may be bad or good. But you learn everytime.

The night went by me and him under his rooms ceiling,me in his arms,both under each other's warmth

He pulls my waist closer to him in his sleep,as he nuzzles in my neck from behind.makes me leave out a huge breath.

I knew!I had made a perfect decision today,The adoration I see in his eyes for me is priceless.

I tangle my fingers with his while we spooned together in his bed cuddling.and kiss his kuckles.

We humans are just like colours,you may not be everyone's favourite but belive me one day you'll meet someone,who needs you to complete his picture.

And I think I  found mine.

And it's my favorite picture (lol)

Today was really a long day!.

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