Exhaustion [117]

"You cannot just continue to surrender to your fears Katherine. You are not learning witchcraft because you have to fight demons. You are learning witchcraft because you are a witch and that's what witches and warlocks are supposed to do. We have to face demons and that's true, but that doesn't mean you have to constantly fear them. They cannot harm you not until you are wearing the amulet and the obsidian bracelet." 

Finn's words were like a beam of revelation. I didn't need much more motivation than that. He was right. Demons were going to come after us but that doesn't mean that I have to constantly fear them or the future that has still to arrive. My fears and the thoughts I had about things were distracting me since the very beginning. It was rational to fear them but surrendering to them was not. It would only weaken my focus and approach towards magic. And that was something that I should be doing the least right now.