Chapter One: Their Creation

Evangeline WAS a very cheerful and positive girl ever since she was a child. Yes, she was but not anymore. Her body formed a shape very early. So at the age of 12 she already looked like a young lady. That's when her childhood ended.

Many young men who's older than her by 3-6 years came running to court her. They forced the young girl to let them enter into her life by being their lover.

This young girl was so innocent and that made her enjoy each man's company. The way they stare at her, help her carry stuff, held her umbrella and other things symbolizing their love.

She was so overwhelmed about everything and thought that all good things lasts. At a very young age, they made her believe that what she's feeling is love, a grown up's love which is NOT.

Sadly, she misunderstood her own feelings and pushed herself to grow up, to end her childhood.

She enjoyed playing in the sun no more. She craved for flowers instead of lollipop and candies. She changed the way she looks, the way she acts and even the way she dressed.

She enjoyed all their attention, especially from her classmate named Jake. First, she tried to ignore him. But Jake was very dedicated. He never stopped showing his love. He never stopped caring even though Evangeline seemed to be ignoring him.

Then one day, Evangeline finally started to trust him. She's planning to return his sweetness and caring.

Then she said to herself that

" He did his best. Maybe it's time for me to do my part, I'll show him that I do care!" she runs in their classroom after making a decision that little did she know, it can make her life complicated.

She throws a very sweet smile as she walked inside the room without knowing that that's the last time for her to feel the pure happiness for a long period of time.

" I thought he loved me. I thought he cared " she said while secretly wiping her tears behind the curtains. He saw the first boy who courted her seriously with another lady.

Evangeline thought about a lot of things, but no matter how she tried, she can't understand a thing about what's going on and what she felt.

" Maybe it's my fault. I played hard to get, so when I finally gave my trust, it's too late. He gave up and found another lady, probably better than me"

Those words shouldn't be coming from a 12 year old girl. Those words are too painful. That's why she had a very hard time moving on. The first tear from a broken heart. Poor little girl.

After her first heartbreak she tried to enjoy her life as a grown up girl, perhaps she thought that she's now a lady because she started loving someone.

She wanted all the boys in their town to love her. But that ambition of her caused her almost a lifetime of troubles.

She made herself look so attractive. Innocent and at the same time kind of sexy. She took advantage of the early forming of her beautifully shaped body. She made her innocent eye a daring and seducing one. Everything goes the way she wanted except one.

She encountered a man who couldn't resist his cravings. He craved for her. That's when an attraction becomes addiction and his addiction leads to sexual harassment. Well, yes a mild one like staring at her with a wild eye that she felt like he's taking her dress off with his stare. A soft touch on her neck, a minimal grab on her arms and lots of invitations for her to drink. Luckily, she's not that desperate to let herself be drunk with random guys so she refused all of his invitations. That leads the man to crave more. You see, most of the guys wanted the girls who's not easy to get. So he never stops. That caused the poor young girl Evangeline a traumatic experience.

She started to feel a huge amount of fear every time she spots a stranger going towards her or even just near her. A very strong and abnormal fear. Everytime she encounters a man that she doesn't know, even though they're not bothering her, she still have the fear in her. Every single muscle of her started shaking then she'll suddenly feel like she's losing her breath.

She tried to move on about that, but when she thought she got through her nightmare, she encountered something worse. There's this guy in their neighborhood who became so obsessed about her. This time she felt a great danger. There's this one time when that man followed her all the way to a mini grocery. She's so scared while the guy stayed beside her and kept forcing her to tell her name but she resists. She decided to be tough and pushed her shaking feet to walk a bit faster so that she'll reach her destination quicker. Once she saw the entrance of the grocery she almost runs and go inside. She stayed so long and never left until she saw the man finally left. She felt so relieved at that time without realizing that that's just the beginning of her nightmare.

From that day fear never left her. She started to see the world like a very dark and dangerous place. People around her were having fun and yet she chose to conceal herself behind close doors. She lost her trust when it comes to men. She's too scared to show herself, knowing that she might be fooled or harassed again. But her hiding didn't last long. He met a man who showed her love with now hidden.

She easily gave her trust because she held the fact that what this guy wants is love and not lust. When she started loving him, she became so happy. So happy that she almost forgot all of her nightmares. So happy that she forgot the risk of being in love----- the pain when they leave.

Funny how a fourteen year old girl fell on a guy who's almost seven years older than her.

Maybe because he's the first one who confirmed her love for her. But in just a short period of time everything changed.

This guy crossed the limits. He tried doing foreplay stuffs on a child. He pushed her to do things that she might regret a day after.

She became mad after realizing what her man made her do. But she's so young, so the guy easily fooled her to think that "That's Normal". She believed him. She even ask an apology for being mad. I pity her.

Soon enough her parents found out their relationship. They got angry, but still it's their little princess so they just asked her to introduce that guy to them. She introduced him directly to her parents. The first guy she took home to meet her family. Also known as her biggest mistake.

A few weeks after he met her parents he never come back. He gave lots of alibis for not coming. He left her hanging. She left her after ruining her innocence. He made her hate even herself. He made her live her life thinking how stupid she was to believe unreasonable things and how dirty she was after doing the naughty things in order to keep the man she thought she deserved.

That's when she started hating men. They pushed her to lose faith in love at a very young age. She throws all the positivity in her heart and chose to carry hatred along the way. They broke her so many times without realizing what they've done, what they created.

At the age of fifteen, she starts wearing black instead of pastel colors. Her pink lipstick turns to blood red. She covered her innocent eye with smoky eye shadows.

She made people think that she's tough and that she have a frozen heart so there's no chance to hurt her----- and be attached to her.

They created her a dark world filled with lies and sadness. A world made for a cold hearted girl. They better get ready for the nightmare who'll come to hunt them. They created her anyway.