AXOSFK

"How can you tell a person what you feel about that person if you can't muster any strength to swallow your pride just to say what you want to say?"

That was the question Vin Santos kept asking himself. Still he wasn’t sure on how to do that. He never experienced that feeling before. Since that start of high school, he always got caught up in different criminal cases. But on the last year of high school, things would change. 

He never thought he'd be off track. He can't sing when he want to. He became deaf and is now having a hard time following the beat. The tunes and lyrics are now disconnected. He can't remember the songs he sung, and he realized “I’ve lost my music”.

Lost My Music

"Do you have a crush on my brother?"

I didn't answer him, I'm just staring at him. That's all I can do right now, stare at him, I don't know what I should tell him. I don't know if I should answer him. Should I lie? But Ranvier already said something, but did he really tell Darvin. Am I that obvious that even Ranvier noticed? I'm too stunned from my thoughts that I think I froze right where I'm sitting.

"I'm just a little concerned for Daron and even for you. You know how people reacts to that kind of situation, how our society frowns upon same sex relationships. I can't even imagine what will happen."

I'm still frozen on my chair, still looking at him straight in the eye. I'm too nervous to speak let alone move.

"Look, you and Daron, I'm cool with it. I know that it wasn't right, but what could I do? It's your choice and I'm in no place to hold you back or be an obstacle for you. So just tell me the truth."

Chapter 34