AXOSFK

"How can you tell a person what you feel about that person if you can't muster any strength to swallow your pride just to say what you want to say?"

That was the question Vin Santos kept asking himself. Still he wasn’t sure on how to do that. He never experienced that feeling before. Since that start of high school, he always got caught up in different criminal cases. But on the last year of high school, things would change. 

He never thought he'd be off track. He can't sing when he want to. He became deaf and is now having a hard time following the beat. The tunes and lyrics are now disconnected. He can't remember the songs he sung, and he realized “I’ve lost my music”.

Lost My Music

"Hey bro, what does a perfect date look like for you?"

"Why? Are you going out with someone for a date?"

"It doesn't matter, I just want to know what a perfect date is for you."

"I don't know, it's different for everybody."

"What do you usually do? Where do you take her on a date?"

I used to woo Cherry when we were in high school. It took me almost two years before she said yes. You know how I brought her flowers and chocolates everyday and occasionally came here for dinner. It was our first anniversary when I planned the perfect date wor the two of us. The carnival was in town that week and I decided to bring her there. I planned everything, I got my friends to help me bring my plans into life.

"Did Vrando help you with your date? He got so much money so the expenses we're a breeze back then."

"Oh, uhmm… no, Vrando wasn't there. I think he's enrolled in a summer school abroad."

Special Chapter XVII: In Praeteritis