the person you loved betrayed you, your world is shattered, you forget what it was like to feel alive, only when you make others suffer can you feel it... the feeling of being alive.
so, why not make everything suffer? children, elders, dogs, cats, if their suffering can allow you to live... then torture them, feel free. let their screams bring you to life
What fanfic Is this of?
How lovely just because the use of systems that force the plot in a blatant and hypocritical way doesn't mean they need to come back but beyond that it is ok.