Narrated by Nalla
I get up still in pain, I am in the infirmary, I look for the boy but he is not there, he must look already gone.
"Nalla you already woke up, how are you," Britani enters and approaches me very worried.
"I feel much better," I answer honestly.
The truth is that I already feel more relaxed, I still do not assimilate what happened but I am more calm.
"What happened?" Brit asks as she straightens my hair.
"I just .... I need to rest", my voice cuts out right now I don't want to talk about it.
Britani "of course let's go back".
We get to the room and I go straight to take a shower, Britani just looks at me and waits passively for me to tell her what happened, but I feel very bad for having to put her in these matters, she has already done enough with going to find me.
"I know you hardly know me, but you can count on me for anything," Brit says with a warm smile.
"I know, but I don't want you to worry," I say shyly.
"Believe me right now I'm very worried," he steps aside inviting me to sit next to him.
I try to find the words to explain what happened but it is impossible, just thinking about it makes me want to cry.
"They tricked me," I say at last, "I thought they would be happy that I was here, to be together again, they had already forgotten about me," I say while some tears slide down my face.
Britani embraces me and consoles me what reminds me of my mother, at this time it would be good if she was here We spent hours talking about what happened, Brit a managed to make me feel better she even made me laugh.
Britani "they are unfortunate, but they are not worth it.
"I felt stupid," I confess.
"You're not a very strong girl at all," Brit comforts me.
"I don't think it was good for him to come," I say looking at the ground.
Britani jumps and is alarmed.
Britani, "of course you did well to come, you have to show that none of this affects you, tomorrow will be another day, I will introduce you to my friends and you will see that you forget everything."
We fell fast asleep, the fatigue of the day wins me over and allows me to sleep peacefully, but happiness does not last forever, I must return to reality. I wake up from the tireless notifications on the phone, it is early and Britani is sound asleep. I check my cell phone, I have a lot of messages, one from my mom saying good morning and congratulating me on my first day at University, the rest is from Eric and only one from Evelin, I decide to ignore all of Eric's I don't care what he has What to say, but Evelin's if I'm interested has been my friend for years, I would like to know what you think of all this and why.
Evelin: because you just didn't stay where you were, did you have to come to spoil everything? you always do, you always try to be one level ahead, you always want to be the favorite, the day of the accident I knew my time had come, but you ruined it.
It hurts me to read your message, I can't believe Evelin felt that way and did something to me, all this time she has been a sister to me.
"You're good?" Britani's voice takes me out of my thoughts.
He is watching me from his bed, he has a sad and worried look and although I would like to explain to him I simply cannot, I know that if I do, I will burst into tears so I just show him the message.
Spend a few seconds reading it and then sigh.
"Quiet today will be a new day," Brit encourages me.
We get ready to go to class, I'm in a mess, but I don't care if I put on a pair of tight pants and a loose black blouse, and that's pretty simple, instead Britani fills with color. After breakfast we walk quietly through the corridors, we still have a lot of time before classes start, Brittany is very excited to introduce me to her friends, soon after she points with emotion to a group of boys. Everyone smiles when they see us approach.
"Guys this is Nalla," says Britani showing me as if I were a trophy, "this is Lory, Darian my boyfriend, the one with the beautiful eyes is Richard and the handsome one in the background Abel."
Everyone laughs at the exaggerated presentation of Britani, in a few seconds I already feel accepted Brit's friends are really nice.
Darían is a tall and corpulent boy with blond hair and dark eyes, he is a bit impressive for all his tattoos and gives the impression of being distant, but he is the opposite, he is just as charismatic and funny as Brit.
Richard is extremely cute, he is also blond, but this one has impressive blue eyes and a beautiful smile, he is very flirtatious and friendly.
Abel is quite serious, he only talks what is necessary but I like him he has brown hair and honeyed eyes, he is thin and tall.
And finally Lory at first a little distant but little by little she seems to relax, she is thin and a little small. She has curly hair with some pink streaks.
"Nalla let me say you are beautiful," Richard says flirtatiously.
"Hey you, don't even think about it, she's my friend," Britani scolds him.
"I don't promise anything," Richard says with a side-to-side smile.
I get a little nervous about your comments.
"Easy, they're just playing," Abel whispers to me.
Although Richard is very handsome, he is not someone who catches my attention.
"I better go I have classes," announces Lory.
She and Richard say goodbye and go to their classes together.
"We're leaving too," Darían and Britani keep leaving me and Abel alone.
"I have literature now and you?" Abel asks.
I check my class schedule.
"Also," I informed him.
"Okay, come on," he guides me into the living room.
We sat together during the whole class, I'm glad I'm not alone, I don't think I can bear to be alone all day, at least I can distract myself.
"Do you like this class," Abel asks quietly enough not to be heard.
"It's one of my favorites," I reply.
Abel "Well, I'm falling asleep, I prefer training.
We laugh as low as we can so as not to attract attention, it is very nice to be with Abel.
Something catches my attention, the boy from last night is sitting a few steps from me, I did not talk to Britani about him, maybe I should have asked if I knew him now, I don't even know his name, I would like to thank him correctly, he looks a bit angry and distracted, He has semi disheveled brown hair, he wears a black shirt and pants and a dark blue jacket, I realize that Abel also looks at him but not in the curious way that I, he looks at him with hatred.
"Do you know him?" i ask him.
Abel, "this is Noha, do I bother you?"
Abel's question surprises me, because it would bother me I don't even know him well.
"No, I just ran into yesterday, it's very nice," I reply.
Abel, "I would not say that, he is not the type of person to be called nice, the best thing is that you do not relate as a person like him, he does not have a very good reputation."
"What did?" I ask.
"You'll find out," Abel replies simply.
"Hey you can be quiet, I need to continue with class," the teacher draws our attention and makes us leave the conversation.
I look again at Noha is watching me, I can see in her eyes sad and abandonment, she does not seem like a bad person. Many questions flooded my head, my curiosity was increasing. A few hours after the morning classes, Britani and the others come out to meet me.
"Let's go to the cafeteria are you coming?" Brit asks me.
I see how Noha that mysterious boy turns down the hall seems annoyed, thoughtful but tender at the same time, I know I shouldn't, that I have to listen but I'm still curious and after all I must thank him.
"See you later, I have to do something," I keep leaving everyone confused.
I go after him until he enters the library, it is empty, I look around and find him alone sitting in a corner very thoughtful playing with a ring that he wears.
"Hi," I say trying to get her attention but she doesn't even look at me, "I just wanted to thank you."
"No need," he answers coldly.
"Of course it is, you helped me through a difficult time," I say, smiling shyly.
"I don't have time for this," he looks me up and down and continues, "I only helped you because you basically fell on me, you ruined my training and because your asshole boyfriend was lucky enough not to like me, I'm not your friend and you are far from being my type."
I was left blank, how dare he moves from his place and leaves the library leaving me stunned. Anger consumes me, I will not allow him to treat me, I run after him, I meet him along with the boys on my way to them, he is greeting Richard who is carrying a bottle of water in his hands, I intervene in the conversation by taking the bottle from him. to Richard and throwing the water to Noha in the face.Everyone is silent except Daria who is dying of laughter, I turn quickly and walk out of the place, I do not look anywhere I just want to get out of here I am surprised that there I miss something like that, but just when I'm getting to the exit they take me roughly by the arm and stop me, it's Noha is upset and soaked, she grabs my chin delicately brings my mouth to hers and stares at me, my heart is beating strongly I do not understand what he does, he joins his lips with mine at the beginning it is a kiss full of rage, but little by little it becomes warm, he takes me by the waist and neck and brings our bodies even closer, I am totally immobile, he releases me slowly even c With his eyes closed, he looks at me somewhat dazed as if he had no idea what he just did, he recovers quickly and looks at me like a child when he has just done a mischief.
Noha, "no I don't think so, you're not my type."
He leaves quickly, I take a look around me, everyone is looking at me I am the center of attention some are recording with their cell phones and my friends have been like stones, I do not understand anything and moments like these are when I wish to die