Joshua

After getting off on the phone with Jung Hoon, I refreshed my mind and decided to go for my rounds. I walked out my cabin, people still staring at me. I walked over to the nurses' station as I asked the nurse there to get all the residents and fellows for the rounds. After they were all here we went for the rounds. I could hear people murmuring behind me, even the residents kept on whispering behind my back about the news. I got really annoyed at them, at least they should be professional when they are on duty, while seeing patients. The fellowship students trying tp stop them from talking but they were all talks. After the rounds I took them to the resident's call room and asked the last one to close the door.

"What were you all doing while seeing the patients?" I asked them in an angry tone.

They were all silent. I asked the fellow doctors to go check on the patients and glared at the others.

"I know I am the topic of the hot news right now. I know you have the right to gossip as it is on the news but can you all be a little professional here. You are here to treat patients not talk about what's on the news. If you are that interested in news, you should have become a news reporter instead of a doctor" I literally ranted on them.

"Do you understand why I am angry right now?" I asked them.

"Sorry doctor" they all said in unison.

"Don't do it next time ok. I am not saying don't gossip or talk to each other but don't do it in front of the patients. Am I clear?" I asked glaring at each and every one of them.

"Yes doctor" they all said. After that I walked back in to my cabin and after a while I attended my outpatients.

I was in my cabin all tensed up but still worried shit about him. I know he has hyung with him but I really wanted to be with him at this turbulent moment. I wasn't feeling it at the hospital so I decide to call it a day. I went up to Dr. Kim's cabin and asked for a half day. He was worried about me as he has also seen the news and excused me for the day. I assured him I was okay and thanked him before coming back to my cabin. I gathered my things and walked over to the Nurses' station.

"Emma, I am off for the day. Can you go get the all the doctors under me to come here immediately?" I asked her with a forced smile.

She smiled back as he telephoned to the resident's room and after a moment they all came rushing.

"Listen, I am not feeling well. So, I am leaving for the day. I leave the fellow doctors in charge and if anything complicated situation comes up page Dr. Kim as soon as possible ok. I told him, he will be supervising you for today" I said as walked out the hospital.

As soon as I stepped out the door I heard my phone ring. I took it out to see Soo Ho's name popping on it. I ignored it but he kept on calling. There was already too much drama in my life right now, I don't need another.

He kept on calling and I finally gave in.

"What?" I said annoyed.

"Can we meet?" he asked.

"I don't think I have a reason to meet you" I replied.

"Please one last time. I won't bother you again" he said in a desperate tone.

"Fine" I said.

He messaged me an address of a café. I took a cab to the café and got inside it. There were people staring at me. I kind of felt myself exposed. I looked around and he was sitting far at the corner all covered with mask and a cap.

When I sat down across him the people in the cafe started murmuring.

"Why did you call me here?" I asked in a raged tone.

"I wanted to apologize" he spoke up.

"For what?" I asked.

"For that night" he said taking his mask off a little but up till that no one could recognize him.

When I was about to say something some girls came near our table and handed out a notebook asking him for autograph. He signed it and handed it to them. The girls looked in to the autograph and gave me and him a confused look. And that very moment I realized they thought it was Jung Hoon. But anyway they thanked and walked away, I was thankful that they didn't make a scene.

After I talked to him for a while I walked out calling a cab and went off towards home.

Once I was home mom came rushing towards me and pulled me into a hug.

"Son, are you alright?" she asked, dad standing beside him.

"You must've seen the news" I asked.

They nodded.

"I am fine mom and dad" I said forcing a smile out of me.

"Son, you don't have to be strong in front of us" my dad said pulling me in to his arms. As soon as I collapsed into him tears came rolling down from me.

"Dad I don't know what to do anymore" I said sobbing.

"I want to be with him but me being with him can ruin his career that he has build up for so long" I said rubbing tears off my cheeks

"Breathe son breathe" my mom said patting on my back.

"Here come sit down" dad said putting me down on the couch.

"Tell me what happened?" dad asked.

"I don't know. We were having a very good time together there that I forgot that reporters might follow us" I said.

"It is all because of me. He was hesitant about going to crowded place, but he did it for me. Silly me, I am an idiot" I cursed myself.

"That's show how much you mean to him baby" mom said patting on my back. "He is willing to risk his career for you."

"But don't want him to" I said in a protesting tone.

"Son that's for him to decide not you" dad said. "But what I know is that he must be wanting to be with you in this difficult times"

"Your dad is right" mom said nodding her head.

I hugged both of them at the same time as I walked up to my room then remembered the things I bought for them. I walked back down seeing mom and dad hugging.

I cleared my throat to announce my arrival downstairs as I said mom to get the things out of my backpack that I bought for them and then again rushing back to my room.

I took a quick shower before lying down on the bed staring at the ceiling. After a while I heard my phone ring it was him. We talked for a while, he sounded so sad. I wanted to pull him into a hug. After I disconnected the call, I decide to go back to him first thing in the morning.

Next morning after I woke up it was still bit dark I took my things wrote a note for mom and placed it on the dining table and drove my car over to his. Once I was there I didn't wanted to wake him up so I used the extra key that he had given me. As soon as I opened the door I saw him standing near the sofa. At the sight of him I rushed over to him and pulled him over for a tight hug.

"I am sorry baby for leaving you alone when you needed me most" I sniffled into his hairs, his musky woody shampoo.

"I missed you too" he said sniffing in me as well.

He stayed that way for quite a moment and finally pulling away.

"Why are you awake so early?" I asked him, with full concern.

"I couldn't sleep" he said. "I kind of got used to you sleeping next to me."

"Damn I missed your smell" he said pulling me into a hug again. I pulled away as I placed my lips on his.

"And I miss your kisses" I said between kisses.

"Baby let's get you some sleep" I said leading him up to the bedroom

"Baby I don't think I can sleep when you look so damn sexy, your hair rugged and the sweet scent of your perfect body" he commented as we were near his bed.

He hugged me from behind as he tugged his fingers swinging my head sideways before claiming my neck.

"What are you doing baby?" I asked when hi nibbled and bit in the nick of my shoulders.

"What do you think? Leaving my mark baby" he whispered as he kept sucking on that part for some time. Biting, licking, sucking on it over and over again.

I moaned in pain and pleasure. I wiggled my ass against his now hard dick. I reached out to his length with my hands and started massaging through the thin sheet of his sweat pants. I was amused that even in this awful situation he was so hard for me.

"I want to be inside you Josh" he said. My name in his lips sent shiver through my body. As if that single sentence electrified me.

"But before that let me play with you" I said going down on my knees. He sat down on the edge of the bed as I tugged my hands in to his sweatpants and pulled it down, releasing his forever hard penis. I always get amazed at how big his dick is and proud of myself that I could have it anytime and anywhere. I loved the fact that his humungous dick was hard for me. I lick it, just the head. Then I put my mouth around it and slide it in. I feel his hand on the back of my head, encouraging me down. Not aggressively, but gently. I'm surprised by how much I enjoy the feeling of his dick against my tongue and the walls of my mouth. I move up and down, taking my time, and as he groans, I can hear he's enjoying himself.

"Oh yeah," he says, but then I taste something salty and instinctively jerk back, noticing a thin stringy film stretching from his head to my lip.

"Your precum taste good baby" I said licking the precum off him before putting his dick back into my mouth and going at it again. I kept sucking it and stroking it alternatively.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa," he says, Halting my head movement.

I grab his dick and pull my mouth off, looking up at him. "What?"

"If you keep doing it like that, I'm not going to last very long. I am not even inside you yet. Now get up here and kiss me." I crawl up alongside him.

"On your knees on the bed baby. Ass up" he tells me. I do as he says, and he licks his fingers and slides them between my legs, reaching under and pressing them against my hole, rubbing, taking his time. I grab my dick and start jerking myself off.

 "Does that feel good?" he asks.

 "It feels really good."

"Well, it's about to feel a lot better," he says as he finds my prostate and massages gently.

Now I'm leaking. My string of precum drips down onto his belly. He leans forward and reaches around with his free hand, grabbing his own dick and stroking himself.

After a while he got up spitting on his cock and applying some on my hole and pushed is whole length inside. I loved that now we don't need lube as I was accustomed to his dick, his girth and length both. It was all pleasure now. He started pounding into me slow and steady. Moans keeps coming from me as his dick hits my spot. He picked up his pace and started slamming deeper in to me. He pulls out as he shoved me down on the bed gently. I tried to get up looking back at him.

"Lie on your stomach on the bed," he tells me. Him stroking his dick. I did as I was told to. I was lying on the bed my legs wide open for him so that he could plunge his dick in to me. He mount the bed and rest his knees between my legs, which lie across the sheet in a V. Leaning down, he push his face against my right ass cheek. He placed a kiss and moved on to the crack of my ass, spreading them and licking around my hole.

"Mmm" I moan out.

Then he licks again, enjoying the way his tongue tickles every bit of me sending me to ecstasy. He grip my ass cheek and knead it with his fingers, continuing to lick and kiss. Resting his legs on either side of me, he spread his body across my back, his cock between my ass cheeks.

"You want my cock inside you?" he ask me.

 "Yes, please."

He pushed his dick right in to me, hitting my spot as I jerked upwards.

"Did I hit it baby?" he asked.

"Yes." I replied moaning in pleasure.

He thrust in to me in and out sending pleasure through me. I loved every bit of it. He pushed further into me hitting once at a time and picked up his pace until he came inside me. He stayed inside me for a moment and then flipped me over and vigorously started sucking me off and I came in his mouth. He spit it out on my ass as he pushed back into me putting in all my cum inside my ass. After that he lay beside me and then in a nick of time he dozed off. I was glad that I exhausted him and helped him get some sleep.