The one thing I couldn't avoid was sleep and the one god who wasn't avoiding me was always waiting in my dreams.
"Have you decided yet?"Blue asked as he escorted me through a Victorian garden.
"Why do you always start with that?"I huffed.
I couldn't bring myself to care about anything. I knew I'd have to decide soon but for the first time since I started god-hunting, I didn't care. Let the world fall down around me if Thor didn't want me anymore. Thus are lovers selfish bastards.
"It's all that matters to me,"Blue said simply. See? Selfish.
"No, I don't want you,"it was the first time I'd answered him decisively.
"Not even to save your people?"He stopped and faced me in surprise.