NARRATIVE of WARD COURIER
March, 2010
ELLICOTTVILLE, NY
It was midnight. Lys was showing all the signs of having had too long a day. She looked so tired that she was crestfallen. It was as if she had started thinking the same thing I had: that it was a waste to be in that town on that night with somebody you didn't care about and weren't interested in making love with. We left for our lodge.
We passed fellow revelers, low and gritty snowbanks, and grey lawns that would be olive-hued in the day. The massive, spectral ridge loomed over us, and I thought about the contrasts of a ski town late in the season. The hill can be white and thriving; it's spring in the village at its foot.
I still had a bit of evening left in me and felt a pang for the passing winter as well as the lost night, but it seemed wretched not to go back with Lys or to go back out without her. I know she didn't deserve any favors. I am, though, a decent person. At least I try to be.