Chapter 7 - HURT

Shit.I am so dead.

"Yes,I have a cat!",I exclaim at him frustrated because he doesn't believe me either

He have to believe me because I will be dead instead.My plan have to work because I will not escape to his stare or his words.He is strong.Very strong.

"No,you don't",he speaks having his face to close to me

I gulp being without words.I don't know what to say.He is right.I don't have a cat.But I have to escape right now because I can handle him.When he looks at me I start to blush and freeze immediately.

"Yes,I have!",I speak taking some steps in back to not feel his breath hitting my face

Jungkook just let's out a little laugh.I borrow my eyebrow up not knowing why he suddenly laugh.But I will say that I love his laugh.Is music for my ears and I kinda like it.Why?I don't know why!Is just is beautiful.

"Yah,why are you laughing like an idiot?",I ask him with my eyebrow up,having my arms on my breast

"Your face is so freaking funny!",he speaks laughing so hard

I roll my eyes at him, before I go leaving him alone.I heard him yelling my name, but I don't listen him and I just go walk to my home to get some rest because I am really tired because of him.

"Yah,Kim Eunha,we are not done!",he yelled far away for me,before he laugh like an idiot

I growl at him knowing what a jerk he is.

"Yes,we are!",I yell at him being turn to him before I turn around and walk at my home with a big smile

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"Morning,Eunha!",my best friend come to my locker with a big smile

"Morning,Sana!",I say with a small voice and mouth,yawning hard

"What's happened with you?",Sana asked me with a worried face

I looked at Sana and Eunji with a fake smile and shrugged.I don't know what happened with me,but right now I want home,to sleep and eat.

"You okay,Eunha?",Sana asked me with a worried face and I nod in sign "yes"

Sana don't ask any things because she knows that I will not say anything what I have and she knows me very well.I have to ignore and avoid Jungkook this day.I don't to see him.I'm awkward for what happened yesterday.I hope I will no see him.

My eyes catch someone and I know who is she/he that person who catch my attention and eyes.I look another way feel my cheeks burn like a fire.

Jeon Jungkook.

Yes,the person who catch my attention and eyes is Jeon Jungkook,the popular guy on this school that every girl likes and loves him to the earth of the sky.I mean,yeah,he is handsome and beauyiful,but you don't have to jump on him for real.He is like everyone.He is human like me.He wants privacy like everyone.

I just ignore him and follow my friends who are in my face talking and laughing.I just let out a sigh,looking another way.I am not jealous that my friend found another person to discuss,but right I don't feel good and I want to go home.

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"Yah,why you avoid me?!",someone yell on my ears so loud that I have to put my hands on my ears because she/he is next to me

I look up to see a frustrated Jungkook right in my face,with his eyebrows up.I roll my eyes before turn my attention to my drawing.Yes,I like to draw everytime when I feel down or sad.And that day is today.So,I just draw to feel better.

"Yah,answer to my question!",he yell on my ear when he sit down next to me

"Why are you so loud?And why you have to yell on my ears?!",I yell in his face feeling frustrated that I don't have any ears

He is taken bay surprise by my yell and he takes some steps in back, pouting at me.I roll my eyes continue my drawing not caring about him.

"Aish!",I heard him mumble in his chin

Ugh,why he have to be handsome and frustrated in same time?Sometimes I hate my heart for falling from him easily.Why is my heart so stubborn and have to fall in love with him?Why,heart,why?Why you fall in love with him?I mean,they are a lot of boys in this worlds and you choose him?Sometimes I hats my heart.She is weak like me.

"Yesterday you didn't answer to my question,you know?",he reminds me our discussion from yesterday

"So what.",I replied to him shrugging to him

"What do you mean 'so what'?I want to hear your answer.",he says simply being very curious about my answer

"Yes,I am busy.",I answer at his question

"With what?",he questioning me with his big eyes like a puppy

"With everything that has nothing to do with you.",I replied simply looking at his eyes

"Oh!",mumble him in his chin looking another way,but not me

"Sorry,then.",he says before standing up and walk away just with this words not looking at me

I looking at his back with my eyebrows up and asking myself why he left just like that.Ugh,sometimes he act like a jerk and I hats him so much and at the same time I love him and I hate that.I am so confused and he makes me confused.

I sighed feeling a little sad that I yell at him.I didn't yell to him.Ugh,I hats this.I hats when he makes me feel guilty for his actions.

My heart beat so fast that I think she will runaway and never turn away to me.Just running for nothing in this world searching for something,but I don't know for what things.

Maybe I was too mean to him,right?I think I have to apologize to him.But how?In my life I didn't apologize to nobody.I am not that kind of the person to apologize to him,but I have to do that.I feel bad for what I've done to him.Even I don't care about him,I think he deserve an apologize,right?Ugh,I can't believe I will do that.