sweetlemon45

I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

A week passed in a flash and there was still no improvement in Elisa's health and my dad was not kidding when he said he was going to pull her off life support because in the next three hours they will be doing just that and I still have hope that Elisa would wake up.

I stepped out of her hospital room to check on my cousin's chemo. As I got close I saw Demetria speaking to two ladies who I believe are her friends. Her friends noticed me walking toward them and an expression of shock was written on their faces.

"Demetria" I called and she turned to me and a look of both anger and shock appeared. Shock because I actually called her Demetria this time instead of Diane and also because I am speaking to her and anger because I am her asshole brother.

"Hey Nikolai" She said with a clear fake smile plastered on her face.

"Can I talk to you?" I asked earning a nod in response.

IHM-XIII