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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

"Elisa? No you are mistaking me for someone else I am Eli-Andrea or Lia for short" She said with a smile. How can she be Elisa when Elisa is lying down in her room and she has a beauty mark under her eyes while Elisa doesn't.

"You are right, I am sorry you just look a lot like my wife I guess her not feeling well made me think she was you" I said with a small chuckle.

"That's alright and I am sorry for spilling my coffee on you now you are going to walk around with a coffee and smell" She chuckled nervously with a sense of guilt in her voice

"At least the stain won't be visible because of the colour of the shirt and I always smell like coffee" I said trying to ease the guilt she felt.

"Okay if you say so, I have to head back to my Dad's room I'll see you around Nikolai" Of course she knows me.

" Yeah see you around Eli-Andrea" I said.

IHM-XII