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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

Nikolai excused himself to go and get food for his kids and I. Tessa kept on rambling about somethings from school just like she use to when I was unconscious. I could hear what was going on around me. Tessa left the room to go find Nikolai before he gets her something she doesn't like.

I lay there in my hospital bed, my body feeling heavier than ever, as if it were made of lead. The constant beeping of the machines beside me served as a reminder of my fragility. Leandro sat in chair nearby, his face etched with concern, attempting to engage me in conversation.

"Elisa" Leandro called and I looked at him.

"Dad was really worried about you, you know when I was sick, he looked after me and immediately I felt better he came back to you" He said and I already knew that because I could hear him and he rambled a lot, now I know where Tessa got it from.

"R-really" I asked acting oblivious.

IHM-XV