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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

I was almost at the door to Elisa's room when Tessa came rushing out, her expression wrought with panic. Her eyes were wide, and she seemed on the verge of tears as she hastily approached me.

"What's going on?" I asked, my curiosity piqued by her distressed demeanour. My heart began to race as I imagined all sorts of potential scenarios that could have unfolded inside that room.

Tessa took a deep breath, attempting to compose herself before responding. "A man just came in," she began, her voice trembling slightly with anxiety. "Elisa seem really disturbed. She's shaking, and I don't know what to do so I left Junior there and I came to find you."

My mind immediately went into overdrive. Who could that be? Why would his presence upset her to this extent? I exchanged a quick, concerned glance with Tessa, and then without hesitation, I pushed open the door to Elisa's room and stepped inside.

IHM-XVI