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I walked back to my room to see her lifeless body with the mask that was helping her breath over her nose. What I saw in her journal and Levi’s words hit me so hard. I wanted to get close to her but I was scared she would wake up and see me. 
I didn’t deserve to be close to her after all I’ve done yet I couldn’t stay away from her. 
I went to the bed and feel on my knees, the tears in my eyes had made my vision blur so I blinked to let them flow freely. 
“I’m sorry Elisa,” I mumbled, my eyes on her burnt hand….the same hand I burnt. Looking at it brought all the memories back and I fucking hated myself. I hated myself for everything I had put her through and I just wanted to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger.
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Marrying your seventh grade crush and first love was a dream come true for Elisa Davis. She had been in love with Nikolai Smith since she bumped into him in seventh grade. Who wouldn’t fall in love with him? Nikolai had the looks, popularity and money. 
So when she found out that her father had sold her off to pay the debt he was owing Nikolai’s father, instead of being mad, she was rather ecstatic because her dreams have finally comes true. But Nikolai feels the same way she feels? Will he ever feel the same way he feels? Will he ever reciprocate his feelings? 
Why are there too many secrets? Can the couple handle what life throws their way?

In HOLY Matrimony

"What do you mean?" He asked quite stunned.

"Don't act like you d-don't know what I am talking about" I said but he still acted like he had no idea about it.

"Because I don't, Levi was the one who told me about what happened to you that night. I was an asshole for assuming otherwise because of the tattered outfit you were dressed in" He said with honesty but I knew he was lying because those men said he sent them.

"No b-but those men said y-you sent them" I said as images from that dreadful night flashed through my head.

"Which men. I admit I didn't like you but I won't go to that extent of getting someone to take advantage of you. What pleasure will I gain from that though?" He asked trying to reason with me. What if he is telling me the truth.

"But you ended up hurting me after T-Tessa told y-you I h-hit her" I couldn't help it this time because the pain was actually a lot.

IHM-XVIII