Chapter Five Downwards Spiral

Previously I've just mentioned the texts from a mysterious sender, now t was all beginning to make sense. Or at least I thought it was...

I was struggling a lot recently and the texts from the unknown sender were really sending me in a downwards spiral. Because of this I was convinced by my other friend LB too start going to see this lady who acted as a counsellor.

LB had also been my friend since school. I remember her as a friend who caused me to be friends with a guy called LM.

She had a crush on him and she always wanted me to pass messages on for her, as a messenger girl. This was okay but it did get a bit annoying at times.

The lady that acted as a counsellor warned me not to tell anyone because it'd force people to take sides, I wish I had listened.

Silly me thought SZ was different and wouldn't tell anyone, after all, I tell him everything...

He promised he wouldn't say anything, but he lied.

That shouldn't surprise me but it did...

SZ told me that it was JF who sent the messages and because only she knew that I was a virgin, I believed him.

I tell JF everything and so it was easy to suspect her. I know I probably shouldn't have believed him without proof but it sent me downwards