Chapter Six - A&E

JF was my best friend but right now I wasn't so sure. I was So angry at her.

How could she do something like this to me..!

In floods of tears; I couldn't stop crying and it wasn't helping my head.

Because I was crying, I was sharing the bed with my mum too try to cheer me up.

It wasn't working though.

I was in a huge amount of pain in my head and nothing was working either. 

We even tried using a heating pad on my head but had no. Luck. 

I was still in floods of tears and nothing was going to calm 

Me down.

The texts were running through my mind like mad and I couldn't take it anymore.

Eventually, my mum called a nurse and the nurse called a doctor; it was nearly 2'Oclock in the morning...

In the end, I ended up having to go to A&E.

Once I was there, they put me on a hospital bed and kept giving me painkillers in the hope that it'd help my pain; nothing was working.

All I could hear were radios going off and all it was doing was distressing me more.

JF had been my best friend for so long and so I was completely 

Destroyed now, texts running through my mind like mad

"16-year-old Megan the virgin"

"mummy girl"

"ur div"

Everything... Everything flew through my mind really really quickly, flashbacks of our friendship... 

I just cried more.

"right I think we need to keep you in to have IV morphine to help your pain"

No! I shook my head, there's NO WAY that I was staying in "I don't want to try in"

In the end, I ended up being released at 6 in the morning with tramadol and sleeping meds.

They don't use tramadol much 

Nowadays, but it's one down from morphine, probably similar to oramorph.

Because I got back at two in the morning, my parents let me stay off college; I ended up staying home for like two weeks.

You see, I kept slipping in my downwards spiral.