Chapter Nine - Conjunction

As days went on my headache just got worse and as my head got worse, so did my mood; the texts were still flying through my head like mad.

I felt so low that I had a suicide plan.

I grabbed a two-litre bottle of water, my plan was to drink as much water as possible to try to harm myself, after all, I had a headache anyway.

That day I consumed six and a half litres of water, everyone was surprised that I wasn't going to the toilet more.

"I'm worried about you Megan"

he gave me a concerned stare as he said it

"I spoke to my dad and he suggested that we get a conjunction against JF for me, you and NS"

I was in shock, I was angry at her, but not THAT angry at her.

NS was also one of my new best friends who were also great friends with him, we hung out a lot after JF's absence.

SZ had apparently got really angry at JF and whatever he said must've made her not want to turn up again.

SZ also lied, however, about blocking JF's number for me and NS by typing in a few numbers on our phones and then erasing it.

"I had to go through court to arrange this Conjunction and they wanted to speak to you but I told them you were too unwell, ' he paused' but there's a catch, they said you could go back on it, but only have a week to decide before it becomes permanent for a year"

This really shocked me again. Like I said, l I wasn't That angry at her. Or was I??

This was the question... What was I going to do, keep it or get rid of it?