Chapter fifteen part two - overdose

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Chapter fifteen part two - overdose

If being kicked out wasn't bad enough, people at college didn't get told why! Only that I was sick. So when someone saw me out and about with my mum, they called me a skiver.

This really upset me because I wasn't skiving.

I still shared a bed with my mum and one morning she someone that she thought I had does because I wasn't moving and was cold, this gave me the idea to ACTUALLY kill myself.

I wanted to die now and hated my life even more.

Unfortunately, I didn't really know what to overdose on so I snuck down at night and overdosed on a load of vitamin c and antihistamine tablets.

This did nothing apart from making me more sleepy.

My sister thought that I'd have to go and get checked out but I didn't...

Later on that day, I took a walk with my nanny as she was visiting us, she told me that she used to volunteer for the Samaritans but won't because girl overdosed on two boxes of tablets and was struggling to stay awake; my nanny was screaming at her to stay awake as that was all she could legally do.

This gave me the idea of overdosing with paracetamol.

I'm sure my nanny wasn't intending on giving me this idea, but she accidentally did.