Chapter

"Are you okay?" I asked Amira. It was more than a one week when we got home from vacation and she always looked mess.

"I'm fine." he looked at me "Can i ask something?"

"Sure" she looked serious. I'm nervous. Did something happen to the two of them?

"I think Joshua have another girl"

Shit.

"What do you mean on another girl?" shit I'm especially nervous, after vacation Joshua and I continue to see each other secretly. We still go a long way and then he make some excuses to Amira to allow him. We always chat on facebook or even in telegram and sometimes he calls me.

I can't control myself because I love him. But i love Amira too because she's my bestfriend. This is so hard.

"Because when i talk to him it's like he's boring to talk to and he took a while before reading my chats" she look so sad.

"Why don't you ask for the password?" I still asked even though I knew he wasn't really giving her the password because we do chat on Joshua's account.

She shook her head "I tried, but he said it's his privacy. He was angry with me that time because why am I asking for that" she looked at me again and saw that she was already hurting. Fuck. I really hate see her like that. But what can I do? I also can't stay away from Joshua, it gives me headache. I do not know what to do. It's give me a headache. Go with the flow first.

"Then when we have a date he will say he's busy. He used to not reject me on our date. And one time I said I was ready" When I heard her say she was ready i frown "but he said his not ready for sex. But he used to be the one who said that when i was ready, then he would make a move, he was changing his behavior Sam" she rested deeply after she said all that.

"Nothing has happened to you two yet?" Im shocked, because I thought there was.

"Nothing." She stood up and said goodbye to go home, because she was here at our house because she just visited me just to tell her problem.

I sat on my bed and get my laptop. I need to talk to him, I need to clarify some things because I myself am already confused.

Samantha:

Hey!

Joshua:

What?

Samantha:

Are you busy?

Joshua:

No. Why?

Samantha:

Can i talk to you? Even in chat only, no need to meet.

Joshua:

Ok, about what?

Samantha:

About you and Amira, and about us?

Joshua:

What about me and Amira?

Samantha:

She tell her problem and it's all about you. I think she knows that you have another girl.

Joshua:

The fuck? What?

How?

Were okay.

Samantha:

I know Amira, she doesn't tell you her problem, she tolerates what you do to her.

It takes time for you to reply, boring and many more.

Can you please prioritize your girlfriend before me?

Joshua:

Okay.

But what about us?

Samantha:

Amira tell me that she's ready about sex but why did you suddenly refuse to have sex with her?

It is because of me?

Joshua:

No, no. I just feel i don't like to have sex with her.

That's it.

Samantha:

Joshua what are you to me? Because i don't know what we are now? You have a girlfriend and I am the one who comes out hooked here.

Then I just found out that I moved earlier than your own girlfriend.

This is so sucks.

Joshua:

Do you like me right?

Do you still like me?

Samantha:

Yes. I still like you.

But this is wrong. You have a girlfriend, and she's my bestfriend.

Joshua:

I like you too.

I know it's wrong. But i like you.

Samantha:

But how about on Amira?

Are you still love her?

Joshua:

Maybe.

Goodnight.

Maybe? Why the fuck his answer maybe? God it's insane.

Monday morning and were still on vacation, were here in Amira's house watching Movie together. I silently eating the banana when i see Joshua looked at me. I immediately stared at him because there was something strange in his stared.

"Why are you ignoring my chat!!?" I stopped eating because Amira shouted at Joshua.

God, is this it? Is this the beginning? Should we really stop?

"Why do you always have time to reply! Then my chats don't deliver to you anymore. Do you ignore my chats now? YOU WERE NOT LIKE THAT BEFORE !? WHAT HAPPENED NOW?" I approached Amira to calm her down, and Joshua kept silent as Amira stared at him.

"I'm busy" Joshua said. Fuck, busy? What is that reason? I want to kick his balls right now. Why is she being ignored? Is he stupid? We have already discussed that Amira should be her priority and not me.

Im shocked when Amira's hand landing on right cheek of Joshua. Did he slap Joshua? Joshua just looked at Amira eyes.

"You always say that to me. Busy? Busy with other women? Do you have any other reason except of busy?"

"I'm fucking telling you that I'm busy, why don't you just believe if you really love me?" I can also see in Joshua's face that he is disgusted to argue with Amira. His whole face was already red.

Amira parted her hair and laughed softly, fake laugh. She slapped Joshua again so I pulled them away from each other. But this time her slap on Joshua cause of blood the side of his left lips.

"Do you still love me? Because your love, I cannot feel anymore" and Amira leave us.

I quickly handed Joshua a handkerchief which he immediately accepted. "I thought you prioritized her now? What the hell did you do?"

He just wiped his wound because it looked like he was scratched when Amira's cunt was slapped, it was as if Amira's sharp cunt was hanging.

"Let's not talk about this. Im tired"

"Okay" and I followed Amira.