Chapter

Earlier I was restless in my bed thinking about what I should do, I was really really guilty for what happened while ago. I don't want to see Amira crying, I just saw her like that. I can't quite imagine what it would be like if she found out I was involved in their fight? Fuck it's makes me crazy to think.

I get my phone above on my cabinet, I need to say hello to Amira and to ask her if she's fine.

Samantha:

Hey, are you okay now?

Amira:

Not fine.

Samantha:

What are you doing now?

Amira:

Crying.

I didn't mean to shout and slap Joshua earlier but I can't temp myself not to do that on him. He is over.

It hurts.

Samantha:

If you need me im always be here.

Stop crying now.

Talk to him later.

Amira:

Thank you Sam.

I'll try to talk to him later.

He's not active now.

Samantha:

Talk to him in person so you can understand each other. It's just a misunderstanding.

Amira:

Okay. But now this night. Im tired.

I've been crying before.

Samantha:

Cheer up and stop crying please.

Take a rest first.

Minutes later Amira chatted with me again.

Amira:

Sam.

Can you please talk to Joshua instead of me? I'm shy.

I think and i feel he's still mad.

He doesn't open my chats but he's active :<

Sam please? I will talk to him but not now. I'm not ready yet.

Samantha:

Why me?

Then what can I say to him?

Amira:

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to slap him and yell at him. Maybe I was really filled with my anger with him so I did that :(

Samantha:

Okay? Is it now?

Amira:

Yes please?

Advance thank you Sam.

Samantha:

Welcome.

I deeply sigh before I click his name on my messenger. I hope he open and read my chats.

Samantha:

Amira said she was sorry, she did not mean what happened earlier, about slapping and shouting at you. I hope you understand her, Emotionally really because we are women. Please chat with her she's worried. Earlier she was crying.

Make her calm.

I don't know if he open my message or not but i wish he fully understand Amira.

Joshua:

Seen

Samantha:

Seen?

Are you okay now?

I hope you will.

What about your lips? Have you treated it yet?

Joshua:

I don't want to talk to her.

Samantha:

Drop your pride please? She did not mean that. And Amira badly crying until now.

Talk to her now please?

Joshua:

Okay.

Sam.

Samantha:

Okay thank you Josh. Please feel free.

What?

Joshua:

I think...

I don't love Amira anymore.

Samantha:

WHAT?

IMMEDIATELY?

HEY WHAT IS THAT FAILURE?

slapped and shouted at you earlier that person.

Then you don't LOVE it right away?

you are crazy.

Joshua:

Im on my way.

Samantha:

Good to hear that, be careful. Talk to her properly, don't go with the heat of her head.

Always remember she loves you.

Joshua:

Seen.

Yeah It's hurt, the man you want is fixing them with his girlfriend. It's not because I can't do anything here, I'm the reason why they did that. Shit. What am I supposed to do? Maybe later or soon something worse will happen to us.

I got up and peeked out of my bedroom window, I looked at the Motor just outside our gate and my eyes widened when I saw him. I immediately went down to go where he was.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

He kissed my forehead but still silent. "Are you done talking to Amira? Are you okay?" I'm wondering because he just said he's on his way and now he's here?

"I'm not going in her place"

I widened my eyes as I slapped her arm "What? Damn. You supposed to talk to her! Maybe she can't sleep well what are you!"

"But i want to see you"

I wiped my face and looked at him badly "Im just your friend okay? And remember because I think you forgot that you have a girlfriend. Talk to her and you will see me again tomorrow. That's it" is it hard for him to just talk that person for them to get along? I want to be thrilled but I can't, I feel sorry for Amira.

I think I need to stop loving this guy.

"Joshua listen to me okay? This is just once that I'll tell you this" he nodded and seemed ready to listen to what I had to say. Why is that? When it came to me the speed he followed? Why when it comes to Amira he very lazy to follow? Does he really not love Amira anymore?

"I think we need to stop this nonsense relationship of what we have now" he frowned and immediately looked at me seriously. Even though I was nervous and cried over what I had to say, I continued. This is the good and best idea so that I can not ruin the relationship of others. "I mean yes i like you, i still like you" i clearly say him "But this..this what we doing at the back of Amira, this is so fucking wrong. I feel guilty. I like you but for the best let's just stop this. "

I thought he would be silent anymore but when he looked me in the eye it seemed like I suddenly wanted to take back everything I said to him. "I'm sorry, it's not just Amira who hurts, I'm also hurt by what's happening, but who am I? I have no right to you" I don't want to cry in front of him, I want to see him that I was strong and can handle this feelings.

"We need to talk some other place" I felt the tone of his voice was different so I just went along. God please take care of it.