Cold Nights, Midnight Thoughts

"Emily's POV"

Time flies so fast, it's already 12 A.M here in the Philippines, I just finished packing all of my necessary belongings, what's left to do is to get some sleep since I have to take a 17 minute drive toward the dorm I'll be staying in.

I walked over to my bed, I lifted the blankets and crawled into bed feeling tired. The night is cold as well, no one to hug or cuddle with...just alone in this bed for two.

Before I drop off, I just want to vent out my unheard feelings for my crush on twitter. I tweeted about how it sucks to love someone who doesn't love you back.

Then 8 minutes later, some jerk made fun of my tweet. He/she really had the audacity to make it seem like it was a joke. Some people out there are just really insensitive, ugh.

The jerk replied to the tweet two times, then finally left, hopefully he doesn't come back to annoy me again. I reached for my charger next to me and plugged my phone.

I wasn't that sleepy yet, so I just stared at the ceiling, wide awake,imagining about how it would feel if the one you like, likes you as well.

If that actually happened to me, that would be the best feeling in the world. Sadly, I do not have the luck to be able to feel that.

Franco Garcia, I've had a crush on him since we were kids, everything was fine back then but when we reached highschool, a lot did change.

We don't talk that much anymore, he doesn't hang out with me anymore. It's like we are at that point of becoming strangers.

Strangers with memories, hurts different. I don't want that to happen to us, that is why I always try to find a way to interact with him and bring him to different events held in the vicinity.

Well, I don't really expect him to make time for me since we aren't in a relationship and I don't have the rights to be nosy about what he's doing on a daily basis.

Anyways, I should probably sleep right now instead of hurting myself on repeat with all of this stupid imaginations and fantasy.

My heart and body needs to take a rest from all this pain and I've got a moving day ahead of me, so I better get that beauty rest.

I tucked myself warmly under the blanket and closed my eyes, counted sheeps till I fell asleep.