Eleven - Atsumu's POV

I feel so anxious while waiting for Shoyo to come back home. Kenma said that he already left but it's been a while since he send me a message.

I'm about to call him again when he passed the convenience store where I'm waiting. Shoyo's face looked troubled and somehow it scares me.

I know it's way out of line to get jealous over his comment about Kageyama's tosses but I'm only human. I have emotions. I feel insecure too. And on top of it all, I also have fears.

I hurriedly catch up to him just to freeze upon seeing who's waiting for him. They just stare at each other and when Kageyama called him the way he used, I found myself walking towards Shoyo and grab him from the waist, pulling him against my chest.

"What ya want to my wing spiker?" I asked Kageyama giving emphasis to the word MY. I want him to know that Shoyo's mine now.

To my annoyance, Kageyama ignores me and looked back to Shoyo who couldn't say a word maybe from the shock. Who wouldn't be, when your first love appeared unexpectedly.

"I want to talk to you, Shoyo."

It's already too late to hide the sadness and fear in my eyes when Shoyo looked at me. Sadness because there's no way that I can stop him from leaving if ever he chooses to be with Kageyama. After all what I always wanted is for him to be happy. I might stupid but aside from the fear of losing him, what I fear the most is to see him sad because of me.

"I..." I sighed and loosen my grip from holding him. "I can't act selfishly when all I ever want is for you to be happy. So... I'll... I'll just wait for you. I won't get tired of it anyway." I said before leaving them alone so they could talk.

I know I'm stupid. I know that since the day that I fell in love with Shoyo. I tried. God knows I tried to just forget about it. But even after so many years, my heart always swayed only to him.

My knees weakened right after I enter my apartment that I end up sitting at the entrance. Its not cold but I'm shivering and my tears just keep on falling nonstop.

There's no way that Shoyo will choose me over Kageyama. They've been together for four years and we just got together. Kageyama is his first love and I'm not dumb not to know that he wants Shoyo back. There's no way that a volleyball idiot like him will travel from miyagi to tokyo just to bring food for his ex.

I feel the need to go back to them and drag Shoyo inside my apartment and lock him up but his smiling face before shit happened to his life, flashes in my memory.

If I see that smile once again, I'm willing to give him up if he wants me to let go. I said to myself even though my heart don't want it.

I don't know how long I've been sitting right next to the door or even how many liters of tears I've shed while waiting for Shoyo. All I know is that the anxiety is killing me every tick of the clock.

My door opened but I didn't raise my head and looked at him. I don't want to see the pity on his eyes if he saw how messed up I am. And I'm not ready to hear that he wants to break up with me.

But instead of heart breaking words, it was a greeting that shooed all my anxieties away escaped his lips.

"I'm home."

All my fears and sadness vanish in an instant and only tears remained as I looked up to him.

"Welcome home."

Shoyo hugged me tight and like me, tears are also streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry for not making you feel secure. I know that I told you before that my love for you isn't as great as how I loved Tobio, but Atsumu... There's no way that I wouldn't love you more than I love him. You're just to lovable so please have more confidence with yourself. And also don't keep all your anxieties to yourself. I'm here right? You have me. Tell me everything and I'll listen." Shoyo said that melted all of my anxieties away.

"I don't want to let you go but I am afraid that you'll lose the smile that I love. I want you for myself but I also want you to fly even higher. I want to lock you up so others won't take you from me but I also want them to see how amazing you are. I love you, Shoyo. I just love you so much that it's scary to let you go, but it's scarier to see you sad because of me." I confessed that made him laugh.

"You both almost told me the same thing but I'm right... Hearing these words from you is totally different. I didn't hate it. In fact, it feels nice knowing that I am so loved by you. This just confirm that I love you more now." I looked at him with disbelief but he just smiled at me.

The smile that I fell in love with. The smile that shows he's been healed.

Shoyo looked at the ball and buns that he got from Kageyama. "The story of us has finally ended." He said and looked at me. "And now, I'm looking forward to the story of ours." He said with a smile.

I couldn't help myself to not kiss him deeply that surprised him, nevertheless, he didn't fail me and kissed me back twice as deep as I do. I lift him up without pulling away from our kiss and bring him to my bedroom. It wasn't the first time that I embraced him, but I still feel intoxicated just like our first time.

My hand wanders on his body while I give him soft, wet kisses on his neck as I gently pull up his shirt to take it off. As much as I wanted to put it in right away, it's been a while since we've done it. Our first time was the last time doing it because of our training and of course I can't jump on him just like that. And even though I'm on my limit, I still want to devour him slowly.

Suppressed moans left his mouth while I lick and nibble his nipple. God knows how much I tried so hard not to ravage him every time he moans. It's so damn hot and sexy.

"Stop suppressin' your moans. I love hearin' ya feelin' my touches and kisses." I whispered but he just hide his face with his hands.

"It's embarrassing!"

I take his hand and make him face me by kissing the back of his palm. "I won't give ya tosses if ya keep on hidin' your face and suppressin' your moans." I laughed hard when Shoyo pouted like a kid.

"You're so unfair! This and that is two different things!"

Damn! What did I do in my past life that made God send me this little sunshine?

I kiss him once again to stop him from whining, slipping my tongue inside his mouth and played with his as my hands travel on its own to his warm body that arches to my every touch. He gasped in awe when I pulled down his pants and play with this rock hard thing.

But Shoyo didn't let me do everything, cause after I took all my clothes off, he pushed me and in one quick movement our position changed. With his flushed face he starts kissing me all the way down to my member that is hard as stone because of his sexiness.

He bit his lips as if wondering how the hell it fits inside him. He starts playing it with his hands at first and giving light kisses that is making me hard to breathe. I could feel that I might end up coming right away if he puts it in his mouth.

"Sh-shoyo ya don't have to- oh shit!" I gasped and ends up grabbing his fluffy tangerine hair.

Before I could even finish my sentence, my thing is already in his mouth, stroking it with his playful tongue. The pleasure of the inside of his mouth feels and the pleasure of the hot sight of him is killing me.

"Shoyo...stop... I might come." I pant painfully while trying so hard not to come on his mouth but he keeps going as if it's his payback on what I did to him the first time we made love.

I couldn't stop myself from grabbing his head pulling him closer, shoving my thing deeper as I come inside his mouth, making me tremble in pleasure.

I immediately pushed him away when I come back to my senses but immediately overpowered with lust when I met his heated gaze and saw his cum.

"Ya played with yourself while giving me heads?" I asked in disbelief.

Shoyo just bite his lower lips and gets on top of me. "It's been so long since we last do it, I need to prepare myself cause' it's embarrassing when you do it." He said while putting my still hard member inside him.

His slow movements is making me impatient but seeing Shoyo's sexy side isn't bad. I feel so aroused that I might end up cumming again quickly.

I lick his nipples that made him gasp and arch his body making my thing slipped from his grasps. His body is so sensitive in my every touch that making me want him to feel more pleasure than before.

I quickly pushed him down in the bed, making me face his sexy back. In one full thrust, I am inside him but I didn't move right away. I let him got accustomed to my size while kissing his back leaving my marks on it. Shoyo's moan is like music to my ears as I bit and kiss his back.

I move slowly, feelin' the warmth of his body. The warmth that I would never ever let others have. The warmth that is exclusively mine.

"I love you*, Shoyo." I said trying to suppress my tears that this warm and fuzzy feeling is giving me, but once again I failed. I didn't know that I'm a cry baby until I met this man.

He looked at me with tears on his eyes streaming down his face yet I could say that he's happy. He pulled me closer and gave me a sweet kiss. I moved faster, and thrust inside him even deeper as we both pant with pleasure in every thrust I make.

"Atsumu..."

He called my name and tried to turn around so we could face each other as we both close to cumming. I took his in my hand and played with it while moving faster and deeper inside him. Groans and moans echoed in my room as we both climaxed.

I stayed on top of him for a minute before rolling to his side embracing him from the back. We're both hot, sweaty and sticky but yet, I don't want to put even a little distance between us.

"I was afraid. When he appeared in front of ya after all this time. I was so sure that ya won't choose me. That you'll take him back. And I admit, I'm willing to let ya go if ya ask me to." Shoyo faced me and cupped my face while gazing at me lovingly.

I hold his hand and kissed it. "I can't promise that I won't feel jealous to him again or to Omi-san but I promise ya that I will always be honest with ya regarding that matter from now on."

Shoyo smiled sweetly and gently clasps our hands together. "Kenma once told me. I could find ways to fly on my own but I shouldn't fight on my own. Just like in volleyball, victory goes to the teams that connect. We're a team now, right? Fight for me or take flight with me. Which one is better?"

"Loving you. It's still the best option. And my best decision." I said.

Shoyo's eyes clouded with tears as he asked me...

"Final answer?"

I nod. "Final answer." before sealing it with a kiss.