༓》 Blue Love Letters: Moonlight《༓

~ I wrote a vow with trembling hands.

No power to spell the names of two lovers

in the change of dusk's misty weather.

I asked the Lord to choose one for me before I die

then send the other the sound of my goodbye.

Light my candles and burn my albums, will you?

One will kiss the fire off my skin in my funeral,

the other will soothe my aching bones with his honey-sweet whispers

let the rose petals land on my hair softly.

'Inhale on the count of three'

you won't understand unless you were me.

To have to choose between two;

like having to choose between life and death

both could be heaven or hell.

Plain, we are white pearls

just like the plain moon souls.

A moon telling me how

there's only one in the sky,

and I must choose one guy.

Winter is getting colder than the chills my body speaks.

I left the window open on a Monday night,

making myself more vulnerable against my will.

I'm finally ready to say goodbye.

I promise someday I will dedicate to one,

Unlike the sun that shines on many marbles,

I'll be the moon dedicated to one diamond.

How many times have I written about this feeling

while staring at the ceiling?

My heart is too delicate to handle disappointment

I found no ointment

for a heart in a condition

it can't contain ambitions

How easy those thoughts rush in?

Easier than exposing my dimples when I smile.

Luna, Luna don't you cry

The moon is lighting up the sky,

Time is breathing for you tonight,

giving you a long winter night.

Daddy don't you wait outside my door, it's alright

For your little angel, these cold

tiles don't bite.

Oh, how I hate to cry.

When my lungs erupt and I can't but sigh

one last time

before I sleep and I can't remember why:

I'm supposed to be this lonely at night.

How long till the sunrise?

If my heart is a canvass

I'm a blend of two

hide me away from who is cruel.

Will judge my heart for wanting them both,

am I a victim of my own desire?

Cut the chains keeping me alive

after hiding a letter

in the pillow of one lover.

'My light will die tonight,

but you'll still have the moon above.

I vow to wait for you by heaven's doors,

up there I will be fully yours.'

.imperfections.