It'll always be you

I felt so alone

So stiff, and so cold

In this empty world

Of passion and secrets,

Of hatred and glimpses

Of lives that are buried

In mud.

A naked beam

Of light seemed to pass

Through feelings of glass

To hide in my chest.

For I am forever

A hybrid of senses

That still waits impatient

For thrilling sensations.

The soul that had captured

My entire essence

Is hiding away

In paintings and pages.

The lifeless small eyes

Keep watching me still,

But mountains of space

Cannot hold me here.

Whole body still aches

Within every step,

'Cause thoughts that are poured

Get stuck in the net

Of wired emotions

And unwilling choices

To reminisce the bitterness

Of the action itself.

With hand on the heart

And tears down the cheeks

An ill hopeless promise,

Captive in abyss

Is fighting a battle

To swim to the surface

In painful motions,

In the darkness' ocean.

To love you, to hold you

Can seem far away

But here in my being

For always shall stay.

The small drop of magic

This universe holds

Is nurtured with purpose

For fighting the odds.