Not today

Dear brain, please not today.

I don't want to feel any pain.

My heart is crumbled

By the thoughts.

My eyes are teary

From the nights.

A vicious circle runned by him,

A serious problem to begin.

One night I'm fine, I'm spreading love,

The other one, I'm left deformed.

My mind is causing many threats,

My heart keeps tumbling in my chest.

What can one do to feel at ease?

What can the universe achieve?

The sadness rush that falls upon

May be named foolish, but it's on.

It's on my senses, in my thoughts.

It's running freely, free of marks.

But then again, what could one choose

When life itself can feel so doomed?

Negative form of shapes in night

Are causing one's heartbeat,

Abiding from humanly laws

To keep the flame still lit.

Because one loves the life per se,

But cannot feel it through

Because one's sad, but then again,

What is the sadness' truth?

The lack of voice, the lack of hope

Fiercely breaks through logic,

For in the time that had still passed

It couldn't feel the magic.

It dreamed it did,

But somehow, seems so hard

To break the surface, swim

To the next hazard.