A nightmare's vow

Alone in thoughts I'm waiting for the light,

Waiting for the sunrise, waiting for the sight.

The yellow aura which city's frame it wokes 

Is filling me with passion, with magic from the books.

My skinny fingers, the fragile frame they hold.

I think I was deceived, it's not a different mold.

The complex purpose of this life has a higher price,

So why my heart is empty? Who has to roll the dice?

The forest's spirit calls my name through whispers and wind's breeze.

My feet can't move, my eyes can't see, my mind it seems to freeze.

Scared I am to be alone, conscious lost in time and space.

I will be strong, though in my mind the picture holds no grace.

A lonely wolf with lazy eyes who hasn't had a pack.

A jolted soul sent in this time to fix a senseless crack.

I see no point in walking free when in my mind I'm trapped.

The chains are hard, the keys are none and in a map I'm kept.

The other one, thy part of me somewhere had gotten lost.

I keep on waiting, half awake, I'm feeling sick, and tossed.

I look around, I look behind, I hear the demon scream.

With flooding tears that stain my face, I run, I leave the dream.