Eleftheria Syndicate

Nicholai's POV

After Zara's little story time, I suddenly realized that all this time, Kyle is the first person who protected me, who got hurt because of me and was about to die because of me, again. I looked at him who's still reading the documents and unconsciously I hugged him tightly, he may be shocked, but I am the one who's more shocked that him. I don't know why I did that but as I know in myself that I am not good with words, actions are better than unspoken one. 

"Nichai, are you okay?" he asked me, and I just cover my face while still hugging him, I don't want him to see me crying over the past.

"I don't know." I whispered to him. He held my arms and slowly removed it from him. 

"Is there something wrong?" he asked again, and I just smiled at him. 

"I just realized that you're with me since the beginning, sorry for not recognizing you." I quietly said to him.