Thanks, dad

Leslie's POV

I am now here in front of dad's office, taking a deep breath and letting out a huge exhale. I feel so nervous, very nervous compared the first time I told dad that I do want to involve in illegal cartels. I don't know why I feel so sick, maybe because of my morning sickness but I swear it's not because of that. I was about to grab the handle, but I abruptly stopped and began stomping my feet, I can't do this alone! Should I wait for him? No, I should tell it first to dad before anything else. But usually, men are the one who's asking for the girl's hand, right? But seeing his initial reaction, I'm not sure if he will actually ask my hand for a wedding- for short I should have the initiative make these things work out. 

"What are you doing?" I was surprised when I heard someone's voice beside me, I did not notice her presence at all.