Chapter 49 God, why did I trust you?

Ryuko P.O.V

I was out and about with Levi at the mall, I grabbed the few girly hoodies off the rack. My thoughts were filled with Chloe, I wanted to give her something for when she comes over next week. I smiled at how she's gonna look. I soon feel a lot of weight on me, "Are you done shopping for your girl?" He teased me. "Shut up," I pouted, and went over to pay for the hoodie I brought for Chloe. I smiled, walking out of the store, "Hey, they should have a movie theater here, want to go see a movie?" Levi asked me. "Yeah" I smiled. I laughed, and smiled as we walked to the part of the mail where the movie theater was, when we reached the theater, I saw Chloe with Soleil. My laughter stopped looking at the two, Soleil had Chloe close to her, I watched as my heart broke seeing Soleil kiss her forehead. Seeing Chloe smiled so sweetly at her like that. "It hurts," I said out loud. My heart begged and yelled for Chloe to hug me, not her. Hold my hand, I begged to see that smile again, that warmth from her soft hands, anything to have that back, to have back the fireworks that pulled us close. I couldn't take it anymore, I ran away from them. "Ryuko!" Levi called out to me, I didn't stop. I ran all the way outside. I stopped to catch my breath, I felt my tears slip down onto the ground. 'Go back to her' My heart begged me. 'For once fight for what you want' My heart told me. 'Don't let this go too, Ryuko' My heart moved around me, begging for her to fix it, it wanted her hands to hold it and take care of it. "SHUT UP!" I yelled, "I DON'T WANT HER!" I grabbed at my hair, "I DON'T WANT HER HANDS TO TOUch ME!" I felt myself crying harder, "I DON'T WANT HER HUGS I DON'T NEED THEM!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, kicking the bag full of hoodies to the ground watching them slip onto the ground. "I don't want her…" I said softly. "So god why did I trust you" I hugged myself. "Why do you make me feel like this?" I asked, wanting an answer so bad. "Can't I have something?" I grabbed at my shirt. "You take my mother and now you take her too?!" I yelled, sliding my back against the mall. "God...don't take her away.."